Merry Christmas

• Caution !! Stomach bursting any minute now
• My snow man disappeared :(
• Still ... it looks way adorable than David's
• Cause I'm 5 times more creative than he is *smugs*
• Received more presents than I thought
• Actually I didn't expect for any of it
• Personal favourite a ticket to Tivoli, Denmark's oldest
  and well known amusement park and the Price and Me
  dvd, one of the many reasons why Denmark intrigue me so
• I will try my very best to capture as many pictures as I
  can in both of my camera and my phone
• Unfortunately most of it aren't me in it
• Sad to say most with me in it aren't to my satisfaction
• I'm no Miss Photogenic, more like face problem here
• I'll return a post to you soon Amanda, sorry not now
• I miss my room, planning on redecorating it before CNY
• Currently envying my host brother's hair colour as he is to mine
• I want chocolate brown on mine and he wants black on his
• Been spending much of my life time hanging with dudes
• Feel like transit to my second host family cause it appears to be
  more females there, seriously need girl time to stabilize my life
• Heart shapped waffles are special, warm loving and yummy
• Denise Tan, Lee Ziyan ... both of you UPDATE LA SIKIT !!
• Missing the heat, it's freezing cold here
• Ice sleighing is super duper zuper fun
• I had the privilege to learn how to knit
• Host grandmere said am a fast learner, teheeeee
• The rest of my family celebrating Christmas and New Year
  at Shanghai without me :(
• That's pretty much it for now, Merry Christmas once again

Glory to the new born King

God came to live with us,

so that we could live with him.

Skating in Denmark

Two words, NOT COOL

I've come to realize how important toe pick is. Not to complain but the rental skates I get to use here were so disturbing. Should have brought my own skates along, missing my skates now, well am thinking of continuing on the following year. Or maybe I should go along with what Daivd had just said to me. I suck, yes apparently I am. If it makes me feel any better, he sucks at it too, hahaha. I tried to spin, even a simple two foot spin, I fell. Going backward isn't a good idea either, cause the rental skates were curve up at the back. Not what have I imagine, honestly it isn't fun at all. Love the rink btw, it's dark and huge. Excuse me for sounding like a spoil brat all of a sudden, I seriously could not take it. You know what !? David, you're right, I do suck. Btw, allow me to introduce David, one of the youth exchange to Denmark as well. He's more update than I am, so if any of you namely Denise wants to know what's going on here exit to his blog will do. I apologize for the lack of updates, but I promise, pinky swear, I will post everything up when I get back to Malaysia. :)

Home sick

Hej, godmorgen !!

It's been nearly a week now since we bid farewell. Prom was great, truly. Despite the two and a half hours linger there it's beyond ample for a person like me. & I sincerely thank mom, dad and cousin Sallie Zoe for making the night possible for me. Based on Denise's blog, it was the night we both have been waiting for since form two. Both of us have always been curious, and as the years galloped by, our curiousity aroused us. So it was, the night we've been long waiting for finally came. To my beliefs, we're not the only ones, if you know what I mean.

As for those touching ''Annice dedicate'' post, thank you. Seriously, I've never given much thought I deserve any thing like this, but what I do know is each and everyone of you are special to me, maybe is the fact that I'm one as well in return. Yes, I miss you girls too, so so much, in fact infinity misses. There's no need for tears, it's just a month or maybe two. Unlike some people gone for more than five months, you guys know who you are. lol. The massive group hugs nearly brought me to tears. Sorry for the fact that it's ''nearly'', I find no reason why I can't cry, but tons of reason why I should. Thank you all for escorting me all the way down to the lobby it was a memorable way to bid farewell with you guys. I remembered how reluctant I was back there, leaving prom like that. Then again, you guys are awesome :)

& of course CONGRATULATIONS to me husband and one of my dear Jun Yong and Sue Ping whom both got crowned as Prom King and Queen, total awesomeness. The other nominees were great too, but I was indeed shocked and jaunty when I heard you both got crowned as Prom King and Queen. Damn both of you own prom wei. &&& CONGRATULATIONS to Lee Ziyan for winning the best transformation award. You look absolute friggin hot that night, really. Even Te Cheng, my best class buddy kept telling me you look hot. Ping must be very proud with her dress picking taste, hahaha. Plus from what I've heard, you know before I get into my point you guys should really appreciate your friends. The far most extreme I heard is that James yelled till he lose his voice, am I right ? I mean wow, James screams, haha I mean no harm. But still, WOW. Then again congrats to all of you, and this goes for running girl as well, Hwee Ling for winning the best dress award. See, everyone is happy.

Saving the best for last, this comes down to the FAMILY. Both of my parents practically drives me insane for lecturing and reminding me over and over for I don't know countless times, about precautions, dos and don'ts while spending a full month staying in Denmark. But on top of everything, sorry I find them damn annoying (being honest here, hello, something you guys should be proud of your daughter ? lol) THANK YOU. I do keep them in my mind every single day, every moment, taking both of your words wisely and maturely living in Denmark now and then. Don't you guys worry, I'm doing perfectly well here *angelic face / inoccent face*. I'm still me, or at least I think I am. I miss grandma so much, her cooking and nagging. Good times, good times. (It's only for a month or two la Annice Teo *slaps*) Haiyo, and KENNETH TEO KEN LYN, one of the human being I love most and loathe most at the same time. As much as I myself can't believe I'm saying this but I miss you, nahh Tristan more. Lol, am kidding, of course I miss your pork looking face more. No blames here, your zodiac is under pig. Hahhh !! Yes for a thousand times, I will bring something from Denmark for you, and if I don't you can high jack my stuff when I get back. There I give you my word. Just tell me what you want okay ?

Gosh, am self crapping here. Not fun at all... update la sikit people on the left >>>>>>>>>> I do read them okay, just because I don't leave any comments, doesn't mean my presence isn't there. Though sorrow or joyful posts, I still pray for you guys. Isabel, Manda Chan I deeply care about you both alright .... As for that Yew Kuan, lol no eye see. His blog has been long dead once upon a time and Yee Sook's sigh... Need me to say more !?

Right, my parents do read my blog. That's why sometimes I planned not to tell them where am I going and yet am still sitting in my room wondering how on earth they found out, till my mom go '' Huh !? How I know ah ? your blog la, eh why didn't I know any of this ?'' Lol that hitted me right after. So next time if I have any intention to snoop and sneak around, best yet don't blog any thing about it. I find it cool in a way, don't ask why that both of my parents read my blog, thanks to one of my aunt for sending the whole entire family and relatives our blog URL =.='' betul x2 swt, still... there's always mata and kaca in everything. Might as well let it be then. Hehe, hello again, I mean no harm.

There's so many stuff I wanted to tell the girls, both confusions and problems back in Malaysia and the fun here. I apologize for looting Amanda's dream. She's hoping for a white Christmas you see, but am here having her's. Hold it, the snow is melting, maybe there isn't going to be a white Christmas after all. But am sure it's going to snow again, hopefully. Oh, one more thing, something my parents, both should be pround of. A total six days have been since my absolute stay in Denmark, and guess what ? Annice Teo Ann Lyn hasn't been spending one Danish Kroner. Nothing caught my eye so far, maybe am getting this particular dress I saw yesterday, I'm still not sure about that, we'll see. Any thing you both want ? You know where the chatbox is, voice it out will do. That exclude the 35 Euros I spent on the train ticket, bloody expensive, and was reluctant to do so.

Not looking forward for Chirstmas btw, cause it won't be something spending with you guys (family and friends). Don't get me wrong, am not saying spending with host family is nothing, ahh you get the point. Our family Singapore Christmas spending tradition has officially been broken this year, heck. But we'll move pass that, they will be spending their Christmas and New Year in Shaghai. Seem like everyone is, well some where.

Kay, that's basically it. Getting hungry, am thinking of Ikea Swedish heavenly meat balls, haha Manda Chan. Me and my host family were out shopping at Ikea yesterday and we had that for dinner. Yumms. Right, got to go. Can't wait to see what's up next and of course home to Malaysia. Buh-byeeee :)

Ps : Wow that's long, am looking forward to Trivoli !!

2010's resolutions

• Get closer to Lord Jesus Christ
  
• Spent more time with family
  
• Keep in touch with CHians
  
• Succeed in everything I do
  
• Be confident, think positively
  
• Be a better person
  
• Get accepted to UCSI
  
• Dye my hair
  
• Pass both undang and driving test
  
• Get driving licence
  
• Learn how to play guitar
  
• Skate through free style 6
  
• Get distinction for flute and violin
  
• Continue with my collections
  
• + some are beyond private to share X)

I've finally come to know

• Returned all of my text books this morning
• A&W it was then with Ziyan, James, Ming Fai and Chong Lye
• After that, headed to Tropicana City to watch Zombie Land
• Just gotta take some time off to hang out with them before
  there isn't any other chances so
• Tomorrow is going to a BIG DAY for all CHSians
• Or maybe some, isn't quite counted as one after all
• In three consecutive days, we're all like seeing each other in
  school uniforms the day before, casual out wear today and
  going formal tomorrow, funny eh !?
• I just realized something, after all these years
• I'm absolutely fine with myself now
• No wonders, no worries, no doubts
• Care free and as glad I am now
• I've learn so much and managed to get along with it
• Thank you so much you guys for everything :) later ...

The last 48 hours

• SPM is officially OVER !!
• Start packing ..... I shall
• Got myself injection, personal issue
• Major boredom and depression
• Idol of the week, Taylor Swift
• Now why am I into her music out of a sudden
• I feared that I'm not myself these few days
• Btw, glad you guys enjoy the album of SHAME.
  Changing back to the absolute retards soon, muhahaha.
• Amanda and Denise was hilarious, Ziyan being her usual self, the guys
  syncho swimming picture was well coincidentally similar picture found
• Their new found talent, are you guys proud !? hahaha
• Shopped like mad at Sunwy Pyramid last Saturday
• Fulfilled two Christmas wish list of mine
• Still loving Micheal Buble and John McLaughin's music
• Currently setting my 2010 resolutions, almost done
• Not that I need it, but wanting a 2010 planner would be great
• This you may find it stupid, I already did a CNY shopping list
• Damn materialistic, so not me ....
• What to do !? I can't be sure with myself either
• A&W tomorrow with Ziyan and maybe with the guys
• Mini Christmas party tomorrow with a bunch of people I barely know
• Any chances I can .... well skip !? Nahhh, that won't be nice
• Planning on redecoration my room before next year's CNY
• I'm gonna miss you guys so so much, remember teman me the first
  and a half hour of prom, pleaseeeeeee
• That's it for now :) tata, *waves*

Synchro Swimmer Extraordinaire

7th December, OUG. Discover has been made on this very day, and Malaysia was proud to announce that seven talented teenagers from OUG was qualify to compete on the up coming Asia Open of competitive synchronized swimming. They are indeed the stars on water and with their flawless movements, exquisite performance which astounded all audience. Despite their demure, obesity and lip pouting, however with their courage and absolute team work, I'm sure with them, Malaysia will sweep the gold title. Rumored has it they are working incredibly hard on their routine and from multi sources officially perceive that they are irrevocably undefeatable. Beware that they will ambush every team they saw that very day and bring them down seem to be their top priority. In any way that benefits them, they WILL do whatever it takes to sabotage, manipulate and libel every opponent. Do take precautions that they will prevail over their opponents in this competition, we were well warned. With their undifying skills and preparations they will do their best to indicate synchronized swimming as a major competitive sports in our country. As to this day, their devote, ardour and develop towards this competition in this very particular sport shall be well rewarded. Above all craps and shits (excuse me for not being entirely myself these few days), without further ado I give you Malaysia's first ever male synchronized swimmers >>>>>

Opps, error picture published, my bad. LOL
Let me start this over, introducing Malaysia's
very first male synchronized swimming team
there, much better >>>>>> ain't it laborious !?

Reported by Annice Teo,
pure lameness !? I think not =p

Christmas

Jesus is the reason

for the season

Thought y'all should know :)

Devious

Recently a friend of my cousin's passed away at such a tender age. He was, unfortunately struck by lightning. & awoken me thinking there we were yesterday, under the stormy rain pouring like cats and dogs, swimming and having fun, not thinking about any consequences. Imagine one of us, however unfortunately got struck by lightning, the risk we're taking and cowardly we didn't even notice. No souls offended by the way, but what if !? What if !? Really ...

Was cycling yesterday with James around the car park and suddenly fell due to the slippery of the ground, badly I suppose. Was indeed shock at the moment, everything happened so quickly. To my surprise I got up quickly, was deeply hurt but thank God there wasn't any scars nor blood flashing. My right arm felt swollen, I can feel it and yet I'm still denying it by reluctantly admitting I was perfectly fine. Where obviously I'm not. Why am I lying !? Honestly most of the time I hold back everything up, not wanting myself to be worried by others though I must say I do appreciate your concern and help. In other the fact that I've always fall at the rink and what happened yesterday was one of the many times, guess I got use to it. Lol, total different story. There I stood up strong, or was trying to, holding all the pain back and saying I'm okay. Why is that !?

Other than that I felt terribly devastated, still is actually. I do aware that non of this are my bloody fucking business, but why do I care so much ? Both did apologize, but I find it isn't necessary to me. You guys don't have to, am not saying you guys depraved or what. Want to apologize !? Not to me but to you, yourself. ''Nothing one la'' as most people are saying nowadays. ''Why did you care so much !?'' Because they're my friends. I felt useless in away, but don't ever get me wrong, I'm not being holy or what so ever. Ethical, logical thinking manner come on. But what done is done, I don't think I even want to care any more in any other way. As flouder, useless I am or feeling now, I have no idea what to do. Best way is to just let it be. I know you guys may find me being such an ass now veto something you guys did, but I'm sorry, it is what it is. I can't change the fact that how myself behave and same goes to what you guys are doing. There, fair and just. You know what ? I'm sorry, the fact that I got carried away, but underneath all that, I'm just concern and yes I deeply care about you two, same goes to the rest of y'all.

Done, you may find me pathetic if you want, permission allowed. No souls offended.

Happy 17th Birthday

Mahtieu the Mataodi Tan

Though an iPod shuffle is way better than a card

But we sure do hope you like it :)
Love me and Ziyan <3

• Mathieu's actually big day is today, Happy Birthday
• As for his birthday bash, it was held yesterday
• Denise and Ziyan followed me back after school
• Me and Ziyan both decided to hand make a card for Math
• Played dress up, AGAIN. Their 38ness are damn lunatic
• Amanda joined us later on, and off we go .....

Possible A !?

Denise's

Mine

Managed to snap a few of mine after Seni paper, phew.. under permission of course. & I thought it was just me, mana tahu the whole class including the pegawais, took our phone out and snapped away. LOL, never thought practical SPM Seni sitting would be so much fun.

Personally I was not really satisfy with my orchids, I find it looks really cartoonish. Not my very best but it was alright. Can't fulfill every one's satisfation, however what's done its done, moving on then.

I don't know about you guys, can't seem to have the WOW feeling towards it. I feel dull actually. So give me your best criticism, boleh tanah, could do better or horrible I can take it. I won't get offended so easily.

Strike 3

• Dress up
• Camslutting
• Art tutoring
• Mamak at night
• Sleepover then

Had a hell lot of FUN with one of my BFFs, DeeCamillia. Since art has been one of the major subject in her stream, she needed extra help to boost up her colour toning technique. Well honestly I'm glad that she come to me for help and honored to be her ''Sifu'', that's 100% from her btw.

All I want you know is, Dee you did your best and if you get an A for it, I'm happy enough. Really, I don't expect any thing in return and you don't have to thank me as if I'm your savior. LOL When you mention, your art result is on my hand, I literally freak out, no joke. But no Dee, do put in mind that is all you. You don't need me to paint well,I'm not the reason for it, but I sure glad I'm there to help. :)

Camslutting,
all girls just want to have fun

Style shots

Prom dresses discovery, haha

Remember Dee,

do your best and God will do the rest :)

More of it exit to,

• Me FaceBook
• Denise Camillia's blog

Thank you

Teacher Emma

She loathed herself being capture in camera,

so this consider the far most efficient shot I managed to capture

I would very much like to take this opportunity to sincerely thank my dearly beloved art mentor before I set foot into the examination room to sit for my art practical tomorrow morning. THANK YOU for everything, your kindness, patience, guidance, teaching towards this one and the half year has made differences in my life. I used to under estimate myself, (still is, actually) but at least I manage to break free a little. When we first started last year, I remembered I used to fear that my painting is impossible to reach to the up most ravishing state of perfecting a master piece. Then there you were, encouraging me that nothing is impossible for I'm possible. & when you said that I developed real quick and claim that I am your top student, I wasn't proud at all. Yet I was glad, greatful and overly flattered that you have faith in me, you look up to me, building me up, turning me the artist I could be and what I'm capable of doing this very day. You've shown me that there's no law require in art, where art is LIFE and doing whatever you feel like it . Being humble is a should thing, and on top of everything I thank you so so much. :)

Saying it again

Maybe it's more

important to be a friend

than to have one

Perseverance

• In order to succeed, that's the first
• Feel like going to the rink in the morning,
  just to think through and sort thoughts out
• Why am I such a pessimist !?
• Current perturbation should clearly be stopped
• Health condition isn't doing any good either
• Feeling damn shitty these pass few days
• A word of advise or wisdom ? Or a sign will do
• I want to.... hhhaaa that's private
• How's life like being a P.K, FYI is not pok kai :p
• Bible scriptures really do help, trust me :)

Irrelevant

As perceived I'm not an open person

Let me set the record striaght then

I'm currently emotionally unstable

Self issue, not to worry for I shall pray

Never given much thought that you care

In fact you've never, unlike I always wish