Desolated

I felt like a total ......
(or you can decide it for me, better right ? there you go) for some damn shitty reason. Not just one, a few. But what can I do ? Every thing happen for a reason, guide me and so and so. May be I'm just not good enough, better yet I was never ....

Here's another thing,
just because I can't be under the sun for a day, doesn't mean I can't be under it for the rest of my life. =.= I'm just saying, kay ?