Glee

PS: I may be ulu but I'm loving their version + the show of course :) such splendor

Yee Sook

Hi,

It's been a year now....

How are you doing !?

Guess where am I now !?

• MY ROOM !!
• You know... as in KL, Puchong , actual house !?
• Bangganya, will be staying for the weekends
  then back to the usual on Monday
• I'm giving this another try and hold on tight all
  the way till the 6th of February
• Yesterday's class was fantastic
• Took my dad and his driver 5 hours to bring me home
• I can't thank them enough for jail breaking me, kidding
• Words can't describe how happy am I now ^^
• The Lord has answered my prayers
• & that I thank you so much for that
• Am not saying that the place feels like a dungeon or so
• Just practical home sick issue here that's all
• Btw it's been fun knowing these people :)
  
  

I've got a very important date :)

A film by Tim Burton

Alice In Wonderland

Plot. A sequel to Lewis Carroll's original story, the movie has Alice Kingsley, now 19, attending a party at a Victorian estate, only to find she is about to be propose to marriage by a rich suitor in front of hundreds of snooty society types. She runs off, following a white rabbit into a hole and ending up in Wonderland, a place she visited many years before, though she doesn't remember it. The White Rabbit claims to have come back for Alice because she is the only one who can slay the Jabberwocky, the beast who guards the Red Queen's empire. Alice remains completely unaware of why she is in Wonderland, and is confused about the fact that she had once visited Wonderland years before. She then embarks — assuming both large and small sizes — on an adventure of self discovery and to save Wonderland from the Red Queen's reign of terror with the help of her Wonderland friends.

This remarkable adventure-fantasy film got me well intrigued. In other joyous form of expressing myself, I SO WANT TO WATCH THIS & I WANT TO WATCH IT IN 3D XD !! It is scheduled release sometime around March or April, but I don't believe it'll be showing in Malaysia, not cool :( & I want to get my hands on the soundtrack and the original score for this film which is nicely composed by Danny Elfman, still.. Hans Zimmer is always and forever will be the top of my list as a brilliant film composer.

I'm all clam, we'll see how it goes :)

• Had what we called Work Day, today
• Swam and played Frisbee
• Barbeque for dinner
• Kena tease kao x2 by the KL & Aussie langs
• Class from 8.30 pm till 11.15pm , madness

I thought I can, but I can't....

Why ? Why can't I presume on, weakling much ? Ya you bet. I've been praying since the day I arrived but still I can't see where is this going. Sure there comes a time where I was pretty damn happy, but apparently nonchalant and reluctant both are impeding for the pass few days. Which brings me finding myself here typing, feeling useless as ever, baring my soul for nothing or something, heck I don't know. A simple task you see, nothing much but why can't I get it through and be done with it ? Before I even think of making my journey here, this.. this has been a vehement refusal for me but I end up telling myself I can and I will. Just stay there for a total 5 weeks ... boom done, is that too much to ask huh Annice ?

What am I feeling right now is like a bloody roller coaster ride with the absence of it's control panel. Believe me I prayed, hard as a matter a fact, maybe too hard, nahh that's rubbish. Still.. the feeling can't seem to fade away.I find it ridiculously hard, both mentally and spiritually for me to be here. Is not about you Annice, you're here to learn, to grown. Maybe it doesn't have to be this way to improve my spiritual life, or maybe is the fact that I'm not ready... yet. There's always next year right !? Why can't I overcome it ? I've never quit (except guitar and gymnast), ahh fine I've quited before, but why do I have vehemence towards this ? I'm like interrogating myself now. Well simple, I have two answer for myself, useless and weak. There I go, feeling better !?

I've never been more disappointed at myself, letting my parents down as always or at least I think I am. What the #&%#@ I don't know. I've achieve most of the stuff I listed down and what my parents wish me to do and why is it all except this particular thing I can't fulfill it ? How am I going to step up and move on in future ? One of the many reason I do not wish to be here is because of the extreme teaching. The stuff I read from the application is somewhat different from what they're educating us here. Believe me, I'm not the only one who wants to scream and stare till the front gate opens and make our great escape. I'm sorry, I've fail in so many ways that even I myself feel shameful to talk about it. I feel so insecure, I do want to be strong, I know I can but being presumptuous these few days finally got me breakdown earlier this afternoon.

Uselessly I don't know what else I can do to adapt this. I can see that 25th of January is looming, great; weee another day of sorrow. It's been nearly a year now, how are you doing ? Most importantly how's your family doing ? The ones who tragically lost their son, brother, family member. Maybe I don't have to do this to make you happy. There are lots of other ways to be exult about. I don't have to attend this to make my life stronger. Ya.. pfft maybe. I was damn semangat and damn sure of myself at the last previous post, but then look what happen now ? Laugh all you want people.

I did gain something, but you know certain courses stressed me out much so. I may not know what the problem is, either me or something else. I just don't think is right for me, by reading the applications yeah. But because of promoting they boleh change sikit what right !? Other than that, the companies are great. Played mafias practically every night till dawn. Just self issues here, can't blurt it all out cause I don't feel comfortable doing so, sighhh again. Wanted to talk with a few people but unfortunately can't find myself talk with this particular person. Forget it, but thank you Amanda thank you so much for being there when I need you. Tatatadaaaa Mandeee to the rescue !! hehehe I'll think about it and see how both of my parents think. :)

I'm sorry for everything.

Tomorrow is a NEW DAY !!

After much consideration & wise thinking,

• Denmark is so a week ago
• All there's left are memories, so live on
• I'll finish what I have started
• I'm going to focus and commit to it for the next 3 weeks
• No more rants phone calls to complain all to my mom
• I'm going to make the Lord, my parents and everyone proud
• Starting now, goodnight :)

I am aware of my thoughts :)

Lions Clubs International Youth Exchange Programme '09 & '10

It was indeed a spectac, relish & a memorable experience. Judged from the picture shown above, don't you think we look damn fine with the Y.E uniforms ? No !? Kay we'll move pass that. Well I know what you're thinking, Annice... Annice... Denmark thumbs up, bible course thumbs well you know. Tsk tsk, told you it was an inappropriate thinking, same goes to me but as you know during my stay in Denmark I was homesick as well at the time, don't forget. Finally majority photos successfully uploaded in FaceBook, don't ask me why I felt compel to do so. In fact is a colossal waste of time but still I uploaded them any way, check them out will you !? If possible. Just to be sure and well warn you that there are lots of pictures and I managed to hit the record for nearly 1000 of pictures through out this entire trip. Of course I did not took the liberty to upload them all, I look retarded. There's still numberous of pictures in the camera haven't been transfer in the computer. If you're still thristy for more than it'll be my great pleasure to upload them, if no and some of you might not even give a damn about then then :( for me. LOL, sorry. Any way moving on, I enjoy myself very much and learned so much. Set foot in multiple places during my stay at the country starting from Odense to Fredericia, Roskilde, Copenhagen followed by Hørning, Arhus lastly return to Copenhagen again. That reminds me I still have a report to write, and I've got a feeling that it's going to be a long one. Yikess !!

Will be home in 3 weeks time ...

Let's start off with some pictures, shall we !?

• Techno gadgets aren't surrender like I thought they will be
• The facilities aren't too shabby either,
  lots of activities can be found to participate
• Currently in the midst of dwelling into homiletics
• Cameron trip it was the day before,
  wandered around town and BOH tea house
• Jusco, Ipoh today to catch a movie with the other fellow students
• So I guess you'll be thinking bible school for me so far very relish don't you ?

Despite all the things that happened either pleased nor gloomed me and might still to is now, I miss home, dearly. I mean at the tender of my juvenile state, I've never been so far and long away from home. Approximately 2 months I may say to be exact. :( When I make my way back from Denmark to Malaysia and settle down for two days before heading to my next stop, thinking two days wasn't enough for me at all. As delightful as it is I get to spend limited time with my family and a couple of friends who are generously enough to come for a short visit. Multiple inappropriate thinking are taking over my thoughts & that I humbly ask God for your forgiveness. Part of my confession involve not wanting to be here, but then I gave my word and not to mention my willingness to learn and get closer to Lord Jesus Christ. Guess that leaves me now, hoping by the end of this course I'll find it educational, knowledgeable, wise thinking, a better person and commit more to the Lord as I am before. Can't guarantee but I'm trying my best here. Still, am not afraid to say that my mind is still currently highly disturbed by my inappropriate thoughts. I need an eraser, fast. Obviously I won't say that I regret being here, and is isn't right for my to be a recalcitrance child either. Kay as for now mind set, 3 more weeks to go and that's it, end of story. I can get through this and ends it all with a cert and God's words that I'll lock it in mind and go on with life. Come to think of it isn't that bad after all. It's just me and my unspeakable (but still did voice it out la) thoughts and frustrations. Again, how could I think that. Well.. in the Lord's name any thing is possible. Other than that I did get to meet some friends, friendly and awesome ones. Played lots of games and laughed like mad. Semua GILA punya orang, LMAO. Oh oh, before I enter ''publish post'' I won't want to miss to let you guys know that we're heading to the village to visit the Orang Asli some time the week before the course ends plus my dad is coming to visit me. Great !! A familiar face, like finally. Alas, I'm homesick once again and find myself depend too much on friends and family. Well what is not to be and miss right !? So it has been my problem. Pfft.

PS: Guess after reading this, most of you are like WHATTTTTTT !? XD

Delayed picture post

TIVOLI
29th of December, 2009

• Christmas present redeeming day
• The entire amusement park was well decorated
• Very Christmasy and ravishing lightings
• Hands down to the best rollercoaster ride yet - The Dæmon
• Golden Tower horriblely terrified me
• World's first invented rollercoaster was found there
• The candy floss they sold there were huge
• In fact you may find yourself feeling nauseous when you try
  getting the whole thing down to your stomach
• Cheese burger + bacon for dinner !!
• Got free candies, wooot lucky much
• Stores loaded with Nissen
• Walk, talk, sit, stand, scream, jump....
  pretty much what we've done all day
• Sat most of the rides with Kalle, one of my host brother
• Survived through the day with hot chocolate, it was freezing cold
• It was an outdoor adventure, that explains why
• & the day ends with aprroximately 10 minutes of splendid fireworks display
• More pictures to come, so brace yourself
• Be prepare to be flush with loads of pictures in facebook some
  time around on the 12th or 13th or you are more than welcome
  to simply ignore it
• Wait for it :)
  
  
  

  Candies, sweeties, and everything nice

What I had for dinner

Fireworks display for the night

& the rest of the night

CPH

>Carlsberg's Visitor Center
>Stoget Street
>Rosenborg
>Nyhavn
>Amalienborg
>Frederiks Church

What a day !! With all the walking and zating and more walking, pictures x2 snap x2. Beared with getting up at 5.45 am to catch a train to Vejle, 3 hours journey drive, beer testing, money booming, endless walking and chatters, got lost some how, phone battery running low overall it was all WORTH IT. Is three in the morning now and ten back in Malaysia if I'm not mistaken, though it has been an exciting self explore day with Rax plus not to mention exhausting, still... I can't find the reason why I'm stil funky fresh at this very moment.

My host parents will be leaving in an hour for their annual ski trip at Norway, I guess I'll stay up till I bid them farewell. Today's schedule will be heading down to Aros's art museum with host grandmere. Did I tell you she's an artist ? Well yes she certainly is, and an amazing one too, truely. Btw, she will be ''baby sitting'' the girls while their parents are off for a week of adventure, sounds FFFFFUN. I Like my host mother very much, she knows me well, really. Tea, hot chocolate, æble skiver. She's like some sort of psychic, or in a better form of understanding people. She knows what I want, like, dislike and so. Which is a good sign right !?

& so today, yesterday? just now ? whatever.... it was, Copenhagen with Rax. As you can scroll back up to catch where have we been all day in the city, and forgive me for being ultterly lazy to recall and type down every single thing. As usual like any other bloggers do best, I will leave the pictures to do the talking, shortly later on. Not completely all, just some. I'll post everything up on facebook when I return to motherland.

It was indeed excruciating while trying to capture all the exqusite, nevertheless breathtaking medieval sculptures, buildings and dot dot dot because it was so cold back then ending up hurting your fingers, so so much. When the trip came to the end me and Rax's fingers were burning and our legs, toes were all numb. Mother nature shows no mercy, okay am just kidding. Kay, without any further boring typings, picture time weeeeee !!

Carlsberg's Visitor Center

Mine

Rax's

Rosenborg

Nyhavn

Amalienborg

Frederiks Church

Weird fella, LOL

Two O One O

• There's no point for me to say this now but,
  HAPPY 2010 !!
• Update for the sake of my dearly beloved Amanda's request
• Is snowing again, & again x3 and it doesnt seem to stop
• Thanks for backing me up and helping me out dad, when it
  comes to the time I'm desperately in need.
  THANK YOU SO MUCH
• Currently staying with my 2nd host family
  
• Movies, Gossip Girl and tuning to Taylor Swift's tracks every day,
  my host sisters are craaaaaaaaaaazy and total obsessive
  
• Before you decide to continue reading,
  just thought you should know that I'm one heck of a ulu human being
  
• You know why !? Because I just done watching Slumdog Millionaire
• It was AWESOME, and touching of course
• Home aloned on the 4th
• Went to school on the 5th and on the 6th as well
• Arhus with Raxine the weird fella, kidding
• Orchestra and opera later on at night
• Copenhagen trip with Raxine again, T-Rax, Raxina, Rax, Raxy... LOL
• Done visiting semua desire locations except Skagen's art museum
• Apparently snows were the impedances who caused the trip to cancel
• What to do !? Play by ear laaa...
• Semua Sunway and Taylor kakis =.=''
• Amanda looks HOT with her new look, phewit !!
• Denise off to NS like a week ago, see you some time around March or April
  
• Coming back in 1, 2, 3, 4 more days :)
• Done post, the end