Through It All

Christmas Wish List

2011-11-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

Michael Buble's Christmas album
Adele 21 album
Juicy Couture's charm bracelet
New curtains for my room
Lush products
Bath & Body Works products

11.11.11

2011-11-11T12:39:00.003+08:00

It's the day I've been planning for weeks

& I'm super duper excited about it.

Nehhh I highly doubt he reads my blog,

So ya hopefully everything turns out as I planned,

wish me luck people C:

MORNING PEOPLE !!

2011-10-14T09:06:00.005+08:00

Oh snucks, do I even have the inclination to blog since I alienated it for months... MONTHS

The usual, my schedules been torturing me, hmm that's a pretty common excuse don't you think there ? I felt like they are dragging me to hell already, but hey I'm still surviving. In about 3 weeks time from now I'll be as free as a bird for approximately 2 months. OH JOY !! I could smell freedom and instantly wanting to grap a pen and list down a list of TO-DO & TO-BUY list. Truly it has been a year of laughter and devastation, but hey is life, we'll be alright.

Btw, I felt bad today for ditch design class... AGAIN.

I was so sure I was going to wake up at 4 am to start constructing my spiral staircase for my model.When I woke up, I reached for my phone to turn off my alarm, and there I fell right back to bed. HHHA SMART MOVE. By the time I open my eyes seeing the sunlight already conquer my room, that is when I felt sorry and disappointed at myself. GUILTY ! & it got my thinking, I'm at the age of the big ONE NINE already, why don't I mark my words instead of telling people I'm going to do it. Well that better change for this coming 3 weeks, or else ... guessing you guys know the consequences. Could you guys see that I'm saying things that I will not put any actions in, alright... alright.. I'll try < look at that, pathetic me saying I'll try !? come on < I'LL GIVE MY VERY BEST ALRIGHT < LIER < NOT !! (LMAO, I'm talking to myself again)

I guess I'll compose a TO-DO-LIST on the next coming post., so much to do so little time. Guess we'll just have to make the best out of it. BUHBYE

2011-05-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

GUESS I'M BACK FOR GOOD, so I hope.

First thing first, HELLO KAI WAI !!

Happy Chinese New Year :)

2011-02-03T11:53:00.003+08:00

Alright, read up y'all,

here's what am I going to do for the next few days

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& hogging the T.V for the Astana-Almaty 7th Asian Winter Games 2011

2011-01-11T08:10:00.004+08:00

'' No matter how good you are at something,

there's always about a million people better than you ''

2010-10-13T10:10:00.000+08:00

Why am I NOT happy !?

Introducing

2010-04-06T22:50:00.004+08:00

My very own

homemade specialty

Fruit Krips

strawberry

Are you kidding me !?

2010-04-06T22:25:00.006+08:00

5 Reasons why we're besties

Annice Teo, Denise Tan
Pronouce as nisies and surnames with T

Born on 11.6.92, and as for her, 6.11.92

Approxiamently 4 pm I was brought into
this world during labor, and Denise's was 4 am

Our dad's birthdays were on the month of April

We love, hate, love, hate, love each other

Coincidence much !?

Do I !?

2010-03-14T23:24:00.004+08:00

I have to be at least decent to be accepted, and that to me is bull. The frustrations I came across whenever I dwell myself in these thoughts not just about me but others as well. No matter how you walk, talk, sit, stand... every particle that attracts to you are being critically judged by others and none of them kept it in silents. You see everyone talks about everybody. Kay I feel utterly stupid talking to myself now.

I don't even get a clue why I decided to keep my blog private. There's so much for me to say but I don't even feel compel doing so by blurting everything out here since I got B for my GCEO. All my life I've been struggling and yes I do believe I'm not the only one. I did my best, but unfortunately it wasn't good enough.

I really do want to inspire people around me but even me myself can't seem to find the inspiration to boost me up. Slowly later on I begin to feel weak, skeptical, and sometimes it even makes me wonder God... are you there !? Obviously I am going through a rough time, but I guess that is just a minority. There's much more tragedies out there I've yet to know.

A gift from me to you :)

2010-03-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday

Aunty Janet

& to my cuzzie

2010-02-25T23:26:00.001+08:00

Happy Sexaay 18

Justen Desmond Pang

You better come back this summer !

2010-02-25T23:20:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday

Yong Choong Lye

Oppss, again

YONG CHOONG LYE

Joannie Rochette

2010-02-24T23:54:00.006+08:00

Once again the great Joannie Rochette has proven herself and the
world she can with her outstanding qualities in competitive figure skating.

Most people were amazed by Yu-Na Kim's splendid performance this morning and supporting her all the way they shall. As for me I was blown away by Joannie Rochette's incredibly brave and emotional performance. Despite her mother's tragic death approximately three days ago, she certainly shows poise and determination in the face of grief during her short program and placed third for that by scoring 71.36 clean. Her performance shows no mercy for my poor nerves as I'm terribly afraid she'll fail to land her triples, but she has fought a good fight and score herself a possibility in the 2010 Winter Olympic podium position.

Bronze, silver nor gold we'll soon find out this Friday. What she gave today was far most the best short programme I've ever since yet, based on my judgment of course. She held her nerve for three incredible minutes and dazzled not just the crowd but the world with her well prepared short program. Yu-Na Kim was great, no eye see for that, breaking her season's best and boosted her own world record scoring 78.50, total madness. & as for Sasha Cohen sadly placed fourth on the US Nationals, boo for that as well. Believe me, what I've seen this morning, almost, haha ALMOST brought me to tears. I find myself been less emotional since the year has began, can't blame. I will be supporting her all the way till she's done with her four minutes of free skate/ long program, while you people go for Yu-Na Kim XD

Let's see what the media has to say,

''They cried for her courage, they cried for her strength, they cried because, by skating with her heart broken, Joannie Rochette broke theirs.

The tears started soon after Joannie Rochette took the ice Tuesday night in the women's short-program figure skating, less than three days after her mother died.

Therese Rochette, 55, died of a heart attack Sunday, the day after arriving in Vancouver with her husband to watch their daughter compete.

Tuesday night, it didn't matter if the reigning world silver medallist gave a perfect performance in the short-program skate, or one that dashed medal hopes for her and for Canada. What mattered was that she skated. And, in spite of the crushing burden of grief, she put in a beautiful performance, drawing massive cheers when she landed difficult moves. She received a standing, uproarious ovation when she finished, then sat, in tears, to wait for her scores.

Rochette took third place in the short program, the first part of the two-portion women's skating event. Medals will be awarded after short-program results are combined with those from the free skate Thursday.

Rochette's Olympic experience started off with excitement. The Ile Dupas, Que., native met Team Canada hockey goaltenders Roberto Luongo and Martin Brodeur, and had her photo taken with U.S. snowboarding star Shaun White. Just a week ago, she told media at a press conference that winning a medal would mean a great deal to her, but she was trying not to think about it, instead concentrating on her performance.

But early Sunday, her father came to the athletes' village to tell her that her mother had succumbed to a massive heart attack.

Rochette had not yet seen her mother in Vancouver. The grief-stricken skater went to Vancouver General Hospital to say goodbye to her mom. She practised later that day, as her father watched from the stands, wiping away his tears.

Skate Canada president Benoit Lavoie said it appeared Rochette was "going back to her Olympic mode to cope."

On Monday, Rochette and her coach, Manon Perron, released a statement saying an outpouring of support from Canadians was helping them to get through such a difficult time.

The five-foot-two-inch Rochette, 24, is a six-time Canadian champion. She finished fifth in the 2006 Olympic Games in Turin.

Rochette began skating before age 2 when her father, a trainer of young hockey players, introduced her to the sport, and she credits her mother with involving her in different sports, and pushing her to succeed.''

Before leaving the arena, the tearful Rochette blew a kiss to the audience.''

She certainly inspires me, allowing nothing to impede what is her stage of life at this very moment in spite of her mother's tragic death. Like what one of Ziyan's strip of advices state ''Take time and figure out what matter the most to you now'', as I'm sure Joannie herself is well aware of it. Not the future, not the past but right here, right now. She has fought a good fight and finished the race, well almost, there's still ladies free skating waiting to be amaze this Friday. What she did this morning, Malaysia local time, wowed the world succeedingly and that I salute her.

Her mother would have been so proud :)

Moodswings

2010-02-22T01:55:00.005+08:00

Aren't just rapid change of mood,

nor temporarily upset brain chemistry,

apparently they are contagious as well.

Amanda, Justin... will the both cheer up?

Not a very creative way to say, plain normal

But please, the least I can do is listen

& stop crapping, I shall. My goodness

Despite the 4 hours of sleep

2010-02-18T17:57:00.006+08:00

Earlier today was fantastic !!!

2010-02-16T03:15:00.002+08:00

Let's face it,
forbidding myself in dwelling this
particular situation is still the best.

2010-02-14T23:18:00.006+08:00

Mediocre... am I !?
Nahh I can do better...

Vancouver 2010 Winter Olympic Games begins,
if you know me well enough, guess you'll probably
know which sport event I'm aching to catch live on TV
As for me and my family's CNY celebration,
so far so good,pictures can be found on FaceBook
I desperately want to meet up with Denise, Jun Yong and Anselm
Bryan Adams, Marc Cohn and Tim Hughes are my current favourite
Think I'm going to try to make the Irish Fifteens (sweeties) tomorrow
Been reading a lot lately
Redecorating personal room plan has been canceled
Just realized everything is perfect in place, why change !?
Been missing quite a few people :)
Tristan ruined my Roxy flip flop and got scolded from dad for letting
him out and linger around the front yard, my sincere apologies Amanda
The pair of flip flop still looks new lo, a gift from Amanda and Yu Xun
few years back, only started using it few months ago, heart ache :(
Brown and grey both are my new favourite colours
As you can see both colours couldn't be well combinate, still... me like
Skating couldn't get any better
Have not blog about Feb 6th's graduation
Still have much in mind to blog, but..... hhheee adios now

2010-02-14T00:02:00.005+08:00

Besides wishing everyone a
Prosperous Chinese New Year,
Happy Valentine's day as well.

There is a particular reason why I love this song.....

Diabetes arising, not cool

2010-02-10T23:34:00.008+08:00

The meals I took today, were not healthy at all
Started with morning with honey, afternoon juice and
cupcakes, & candies for dinner + popcorn for movies oh no
Basically is just snacks snacks and more snacks all the way
This is how I live through my day, once in a while boleh la right !?

Breakfast

Dinner

I'm gonna keep this all to myself :)

2010-02-08T23:18:00.005+08:00

No hidden sentences here alright...

Haiyo highlight for what !? hahahahaha

OMG look at Kenneth, damn tall !!

Let's put it this way, I'm just lazy to blog & pour all my thoughts out that is all

Can I get your phone number !?

2010-02-08T22:05:00.004+08:00

Here's what I came across this afternoon,
upon waiting for Amanda, Yew Kuan and Justin.

wow you're so good in skating

trust me I'm not the best

but you are to me, what's your name !?

Annice :)

Very nice to meet you Annice, how old are you then ?

Seventeen this year, since my bday is still four months away

Harh!? Really ah? I thought you're fifteen or something.. are you local ?

Uhhhh yea.. Why would you say that ? Don't I look like a Malaysian ?

No worrr, I was thinking which girl descended from the Heaven

Uhhh, okay

Seriously, this is so hilarious.
& no I did not gave him my number. I figured e-mail will do, haha

Happy 18th Birthday

2010-02-06T00:51:00.006+08:00

James Leong Chan Fai

This was last year's but still boleh la

Just wanted you to know you're one of the best. Which means you're not the best after all, haha. I'm very aware that we didn't chat much like we used to. Even if we did for examples, while Skyping, I don't know I just feel that the awkwardness seem to prevail all over. Maybe is the fact that we didn't get to see each other for quite some time, I don't know. Whatever it is you're still a close friend of mine no matter what, I mean it. You're truly a wonderful friend.

Ps: I want to eat crab, not crap. hhhaa

2010-02-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

Denmark Local News

Click and Read :)

There's this cute guy ...

2010-02-04T14:37:00.005+08:00

Oh dear I sound like Amanda.

His name is Caleb btw, Caleb Fullerton in full. Utterly cute and full of sanguinity which I tend to take a profound interest in him. This guy apparently is one of the many reasons enlightens my life for the pass few days. Originally from Ireland, though I only get to know him what ?less than two weeks but I find something in him aroused my mood exuberantly. I've never find myself having this sort of rare feeling toward any opposite sex, but I figure is time. Never thought I would say this but you know it could be fate, for the both of us.

I find myself waking up every morning with a smile on my face and spun down for breakfast in order to perk myself up. But there he was, sitting right end of the cafeteria smiling and waving at me. I blushed, taking the liberty to sit next to him whenever I can cause apparently he's always booked by other girls even guys no joke. Wooooott !! Did I mention he plays piano and draw as well !? No I don't suppose I have. Hheee, my type !? Huge possible, hhaa I wish, why wait !?

He has a really great smile, absolute charming. Such a friendly, funny and playful human being, really digs out the happiness hidden beneath my melancholy self. You know I really don't mind long distance relationship lo.. He surprised me in times like after breakfast or dinner and ask for a walk outside the campus. Indeed we did, near the pool and the garden, romantic much hell yeah !! Adventurous and demonstrative as he himself has always been especially during our visit to the Orang Asli and while we're having fun by the waterfall. He is such an optimistic and filled with confident in life which really inspires me.

As to my recall I remember the other day when he was having cookies during snack time and I was some where near him by then, and out of no where he appears next to me and offer me his cookies when I reached out to accept his offer he withdraw it back and feed me. Moving on, guess what happen this morning ? I was having banana cake and he was sitting right next to me and ask me to feed him. OMG damn honored wei. My heart literally melt and was there without given much thought who ever is looking and stuff the piece of cake into his mouth and then he looks up to me with a smile. At the very moment I assure myself he might be the one, better yet he is the one.

There right there my dream sexay man after all these years I, Annice Teo Ann Lyn has finally found him. Of course every girl's fairy tale has to come to the end. Unfortunately Caleb departed this morning and is on his way to India with his family. We bid each other farewell at the front porch and the I can't believe that he cried and hugged me, I was in absolute shock. Nonetheless, well I actually plan to conceal this particular incident but I'll blog it any way he layed a kiss on my face. Wooohooo Annice Teo the luckaaaaaaay girl and probably the most happiest girl in the world right now.

Upon their departure he and his family gave me a pack of candy from Ireland and a card. It motivates me so, from now I'm going to study real hard to earn monaaayy to buy a flight ticket to Ireland sometime in future to reunited with my love. Caleb, thanks for the memories, you're probably the best thing ever yet happen to me so far. I miss you terribly already, not to worry, I'm coming for you.

Nice meeting you Caleb, truly it's been a pleasure :)

Much loves, Annice :)

Bet y'all wanna meet him eh !?

I really like him you know, adore him so much <3

Can't seem to stop fidgeting whenever I'm around him

This must be it, he is the one, incase you guys are wondering

GOT CHAAAAAA !!! still damn cute la CALEB !!

Glee

2010-01-27T14:08:00.003+08:00

PS: I may be ulu but I'm loving their version + the show of course :) such splendor

Yee Sook

2010-01-25T23:50:00.004+08:00

Hi,

It's been a year now....

How are you doing !?

Guess where am I now !?

2010-01-23T14:52:00.005+08:00

MY ROOM !!
You know... as in KL, Puchong , actual house !?
Bangganya, will be staying for the weekends
then back to the usual on Monday
I'm giving this another try and hold on tight all
the way till the 6th of February
Yesterday's class was fantastic
Took my dad and his driver 5 hours to bring me home
I can't thank them enough for jail breaking me, kidding
Words can't describe how happy am I now ^^
The Lord has answered my prayers
& that I thank you so much for that
Am not saying that the place feels like a dungeon or so
Just practical home sick issue here that's all
Btw it's been fun knowing these people :)

I've got a very important date :)

2010-01-23T11:29:00.007+08:00

A film by Tim Burton

Alice In Wonderland

Plot. A sequel to Lewis Carroll's original story, the movie has Alice Kingsley, now 19, attending a party at a Victorian estate, only to find she is about to be propose to marriage by a rich suitor in front of hundreds of snooty society types. She runs off, following a white rabbit into a hole and ending up in Wonderland, a place she visited many years before, though she doesn't remember it. The White Rabbit claims to have come back for Alice because she is the only one who can slay the Jabberwocky, the beast who guards the Red Queen's empire. Alice remains completely unaware of why she is in Wonderland, and is confused about the fact that she had once visited Wonderland years before. She then embarks — assuming both large and small sizes — on an adventure of self discovery and to save Wonderland from the Red Queen's reign of terror with the help of her Wonderland friends.

This remarkable adventure-fantasy film got me well intrigued. In other joyous form of expressing myself, I SO WANT TO WATCH THIS & I WANT TO WATCH IT IN 3D XD !! It is scheduled release sometime around March or April, but I don't believe it'll be showing in Malaysia, not cool :( & I want to get my hands on the soundtrack and the original score for this film which is nicely composed by Danny Elfman, still.. Hans Zimmer is always and forever will be the top of my list as a brilliant film composer.

2010-01-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

I'm all clam, we'll see how it goes :)

Had what we called Work Day, today
Swam and played Frisbee
Barbeque for dinner
Kena tease kao x2 by the KL & Aussie langs
Class from 8.30 pm till 11.15pm , madness

2010-01-21T15:45:00.009+08:00

I thought I can, but I can't....

Why ? Why can't I presume on, weakling much ? Ya you bet. I've been praying since the day I arrived but still I can't see where is this going. Sure there comes a time where I was pretty damn happy, but apparently nonchalant and reluctant both are impeding for the pass few days. Which brings me finding myself here typing, feeling useless as ever, baring my soul for nothing or something, heck I don't know. A simple task you see, nothing much but why can't I get it through and be done with it ? Before I even think of making my journey here, this.. this has been a vehement refusal for me but I end up telling myself I can and I will. Just stay there for a total 5 weeks ... boom done, is that too much to ask huh Annice ?

What am I feeling right now is like a bloody roller coaster ride with the absence of it's control panel. Believe me I prayed, hard as a matter a fact, maybe too hard, nahh that's rubbish. Still.. the feeling can't seem to fade away.I find it ridiculously hard, both mentally and spiritually for me to be here. Is not about you Annice, you're here to learn, to grown. Maybe it doesn't have to be this way to improve my spiritual life, or maybe is the fact that I'm not ready... yet. There's always next year right !? Why can't I overcome it ? I've never quit (except guitar and gymnast), ahh fine I've quited before, but why do I have vehemence towards this ? I'm like interrogating myself now. Well simple, I have two answer for myself, useless and weak. There I go, feeling better !?

I've never been more disappointed at myself, letting my parents down as always or at least I think I am. What the #&%#@ I don't know. I've achieve most of the stuff I listed down and what my parents wish me to do and why is it all except this particular thing I can't fulfill it ? How am I going to step up and move on in future ? One of the many reason I do not wish to be here is because of the extreme teaching. The stuff I read from the application is somewhat different from what they're educating us here. Believe me, I'm not the only one who wants to scream and stare till the front gate opens and make our great escape. I'm sorry, I've fail in so many ways that even I myself feel shameful to talk about it. I feel so insecure, I do want to be strong, I know I can but being presumptuous these few days finally got me breakdown earlier this afternoon.

Uselessly I don't know what else I can do to adapt this. I can see that 25th of January is looming, great; weee another day of sorrow. It's been nearly a year now, how are you doing ? Most importantly how's your family doing ? The ones who tragically lost their son, brother, family member. Maybe I don't have to do this to make you happy. There are lots of other ways to be exult about. I don't have to attend this to make my life stronger. Ya.. pfft maybe. I was damn semangat and damn sure of myself at the last previous post, but then look what happen now ? Laugh all you want people.

I did gain something, but you know certain courses stressed me out much so. I may not know what the problem is, either me or something else. I just don't think is right for me, by reading the applications yeah. But because of promoting they boleh change sikit what right !? Other than that, the companies are great. Played mafias practically every night till dawn. Just self issues here, can't blurt it all out cause I don't feel comfortable doing so, sighhh again. Wanted to talk with a few people but unfortunately can't find myself talk with this particular person. Forget it, but thank you Amanda thank you so much for being there when I need you. Tatatadaaaa Mandeee to the rescue !! hehehe I'll think about it and see how both of my parents think. :)

I'm sorry for everything.

Tomorrow is a NEW DAY !!

2010-01-17T23:37:00.005+08:00

After much consideration & wise thinking,

Denmark is so a week ago
All there's left are memories, so live on
I'll finish what I have started
I'm going to focus and commit to it for the next 3 weeks
No more rants phone calls to complain all to my mom
I'm going to make the Lord, my parents and everyone proud
Starting now, goodnight :)

I am aware of my thoughts :)

2010-01-17T21:13:00.001+08:00

Lions Clubs International Youth Exchange Programme '09 & '10

It was indeed a spectac, relish & a memorable experience. Judged from the picture shown above, don't you think we look damn fine with the Y.E uniforms ? No !? Kay we'll move pass that. Well I know what you're thinking, Annice... Annice... Denmark thumbs up, bible course thumbs well you know. Tsk tsk, told you it was an inappropriate thinking, same goes to me but as you know during my stay in Denmark I was homesick as well at the time, don't forget. Finally majority photos successfully uploaded in FaceBook, don't ask me why I felt compel to do so. In fact is a colossal waste of time but still I uploaded them any way, check them out will you !? If possible. Just to be sure and well warn you that there are lots of pictures and I managed to hit the record for nearly 1000 of pictures through out this entire trip. Of course I did not took the liberty to upload them all, I look retarded. There's still numberous of pictures in the camera haven't been transfer in the computer. If you're still thristy for more than it'll be my great pleasure to upload them, if no and some of you might not even give a damn about then then :( for me. LOL, sorry. Any way moving on, I enjoy myself very much and learned so much. Set foot in multiple places during my stay at the country starting from Odense to Fredericia, Roskilde, Copenhagen followed by Hørning, Arhus lastly return to Copenhagen again. That reminds me I still have a report to write, and I've got a feeling that it's going to be a long one. Yikess !!

Will be home in 3 weeks time ...

2010-01-17T20:52:00.010+08:00

Let's start off with some pictures, shall we !?

Techno gadgets aren't surrender like I thought they will be
The facilities aren't too shabby either,
lots of activities can be found to participate
Currently in the midst of dwelling into homiletics
Cameron trip it was the day before,
wandered around town and BOH tea house
Jusco, Ipoh today to catch a movie with the other fellow students
So I guess you'll be thinking bible school for me so far very relish don't you ?

Despite all the things that happened either pleased nor gloomed me and might still to is now, I miss home, dearly. I mean at the tender of my juvenile state, I've never been so far and long away from home. Approximately 2 months I may say to be exact. :( When I make my way back from Denmark to Malaysia and settle down for two days before heading to my next stop, thinking two days wasn't enough for me at all. As delightful as it is I get to spend limited time with my family and a couple of friends who are generously enough to come for a short visit. Multiple inappropriate thinking are taking over my thoughts & that I humbly ask God for your forgiveness. Part of my confession involve not wanting to be here, but then I gave my word and not to mention my willingness to learn and get closer to Lord Jesus Christ. Guess that leaves me now, hoping by the end of this course I'll find it educational, knowledgeable, wise thinking, a better person and commit more to the Lord as I am before. Can't guarantee but I'm trying my best here. Still, am not afraid to say that my mind is still currently highly disturbed by my inappropriate thoughts. I need an eraser, fast. Obviously I won't say that I regret being here, and is isn't right for my to be a recalcitrance child either. Kay as for now mind set, 3 more weeks to go and that's it, end of story. I can get through this and ends it all with a cert and God's words that I'll lock it in mind and go on with life. Come to think of it isn't that bad after all. It's just me and my unspeakable (but still did voice it out la) thoughts and frustrations. Again, how could I think that. Well.. in the Lord's name any thing is possible. Other than that I did get to meet some friends, friendly and awesome ones. Played lots of games and laughed like mad. Semua GILA punya orang, LMAO. Oh oh, before I enter ''publish post'' I won't want to miss to let you guys know that we're heading to the village to visit the Orang Asli some time the week before the course ends plus my dad is coming to visit me. Great !! A familiar face, like finally. Alas, I'm homesick once again and find myself depend too much on friends and family. Well what is not to be and miss right !? So it has been my problem. Pfft.

PS: Guess after reading this, most of you are like WHATTTTTTT !? XD

Delayed picture post

2010-01-10T03:35:00.019+08:00

TIVOLI
29th of December, 2009

Christmas present redeeming day
The entire amusement park was well decorated
Very Christmasy and ravishing lightings
Hands down to the best rollercoaster ride yet - The Dæmon
Golden Tower horriblely terrified me
World's first invented rollercoaster was found there
The candy floss they sold there were huge
In fact you may find yourself feeling nauseous when you try
getting the whole thing down to your stomach
Cheese burger + bacon for dinner !!
Got free candies, wooot lucky much
Stores loaded with Nissen
Walk, talk, sit, stand, scream, jump....
pretty much what we've done all day
Sat most of the rides with Kalle, one of my host brother
Survived through the day with hot chocolate, it was freezing cold
It was an outdoor adventure, that explains why
& the day ends with aprroximately 10 minutes of splendid fireworks display
More pictures to come, so brace yourself
Be prepare to be flush with loads of pictures in facebook some
time around on the 12th or 13th or you are more than welcome
to simply ignore it
Wait for it :)

Candies, sweeties, and everything nice

What I had for dinner

Fireworks display for the night

& the rest of the night

2010-01-09T10:01:00.017+08:00

CPH

>Carlsberg's Visitor Center
>Stoget Street
>Rosenborg
>Nyhavn
>Amalienborg
>Frederiks Church

What a day !! With all the walking and zating and more walking, pictures x2 snap x2. Beared with getting up at 5.45 am to catch a train to Vejle, 3 hours journey drive, beer testing, money booming, endless walking and chatters, got lost some how, phone battery running low overall it was all WORTH IT. Is three in the morning now and ten back in Malaysia if I'm not mistaken, though it has been an exciting self explore day with Rax plus not to mention exhausting, still... I can't find the reason why I'm stil funky fresh at this very moment.

My host parents will be leaving in an hour for their annual ski trip at Norway, I guess I'll stay up till I bid them farewell. Today's schedule will be heading down to Aros's art museum with host grandmere. Did I tell you she's an artist ? Well yes she certainly is, and an amazing one too, truely. Btw, she will be ''baby sitting'' the girls while their parents are off for a week of adventure, sounds FFFFFUN. I Like my host mother very much, she knows me well, really. Tea, hot chocolate, æble skiver. She's like some sort of psychic, or in a better form of understanding people. She knows what I want, like, dislike and so. Which is a good sign right !?

& so today, yesterday? just now ? whatever.... it was, Copenhagen with Rax. As you can scroll back up to catch where have we been all day in the city, and forgive me for being ultterly lazy to recall and type down every single thing. As usual like any other bloggers do best, I will leave the pictures to do the talking, shortly later on. Not completely all, just some. I'll post everything up on facebook when I return to motherland.

It was indeed excruciating while trying to capture all the exqusite, nevertheless breathtaking medieval sculptures, buildings and dot dot dot because it was so cold back then ending up hurting your fingers, so so much. When the trip came to the end me and Rax's fingers were burning and our legs, toes were all numb. Mother nature shows no mercy, okay am just kidding. Kay, without any further boring typings, picture time weeeeee !!

Carlsberg's Visitor Center

Mine

Rax's

Rosenborg

Nyhavn

Amalienborg

Frederiks Church

Weird fella, LOL

Two O One O

2010-01-09T08:48:00.008+08:00

There's no point for me to say this now but,
HAPPY 2010 !!
Update for the sake of my dearly beloved Amanda's request
Is snowing again, & again x3 and it doesnt seem to stop
Thanks for backing me up and helping me out dad, when it
comes to the time I'm desperately in need.
THANK YOU SO MUCH
Currently staying with my 2nd host family
Movies, Gossip Girl and tuning to Taylor Swift's tracks every day,
my host sisters are craaaaaaaaaaazy and total obsessive
Before you decide to continue reading,
just thought you should know that I'm one heck of a ulu human being
You know why !? Because I just done watching Slumdog Millionaire
It was AWESOME, and touching of course
Home aloned on the 4th
Went to school on the 5th and on the 6th as well
Arhus with Raxine the weird fella, kidding
Orchestra and opera later on at night
Copenhagen trip with Raxine again, T-Rax, Raxina, Rax, Raxy... LOL
Done visiting semua desire locations except Skagen's art museum
Apparently snows were the impedances who caused the trip to cancel
What to do !? Play by ear laaa...
Semua Sunway and Taylor kakis =.=''
Amanda looks HOT with her new look, phewit !!
Denise off to NS like a week ago, see you some time around March or April
Coming back in 1, 2, 3, 4 more days :)
Done post, the end

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T17:01:00.007+08:00

Caution !! Stomach bursting any minute now
My snow man disappeared :(
Still ... it looks way adorable than David's
Cause I'm 5 times more creative than he is *smugs*
Received more presents than I thought
Actually I didn't expect for any of it
Personal favourite a ticket to Tivoli, Denmark's oldest
and well known amusement park and the Price and Me
dvd, one of the many reasons why Denmark intrigue me so
I will try my very best to capture as many pictures as I
can in both of my camera and my phone
Unfortunately most of it aren't me in it
Sad to say most with me in it aren't to my satisfaction
I'm no Miss Photogenic, more like face problem here
I'll return a post to you soon Amanda, sorry not now
I miss my room, planning on redecorating it before CNY
Currently envying my host brother's hair colour as he is to mine
I want chocolate brown on mine and he wants black on his
Been spending much of my life time hanging with dudes
Feel like transit to my second host family cause it appears to be
more females there, seriously need girl time to stabilize my life
Heart shapped waffles are special, warm loving and yummy
Denise Tan, Lee Ziyan ... both of you UPDATE LA SIKIT !!
Missing the heat, it's freezing cold here
Ice sleighing is super duper zuper fun
I had the privilege to learn how to knit
Host grandmere said am a fast learner, teheeeee
The rest of my family celebrating Christmas and New Year
at Shanghai without me :(
That's pretty much it for now, Merry Christmas once again

Glory to the new born King

2009-12-25T16:07:00.003+08:00

God came to live with us,

so that we could live with him.

Skating in Denmark

2009-12-23T01:52:00.003+08:00

Two words, NOT COOL

I've come to realize how important toe pick is. Not to complain but the rental skates I get to use here were so disturbing. Should have brought my own skates along, missing my skates now, well am thinking of continuing on the following year. Or maybe I should go along with what Daivd had just said to me. I suck, yes apparently I am. If it makes me feel any better, he sucks at it too, hahaha. I tried to spin, even a simple two foot spin, I fell. Going backward isn't a good idea either, cause the rental skates were curve up at the back. Not what have I imagine, honestly it isn't fun at all. Love the rink btw, it's dark and huge. Excuse me for sounding like a spoil brat all of a sudden, I seriously could not take it. You know what !? David, you're right, I do suck. Btw, allow me to introduce David, one of the youth exchange to Denmark as well. He's more update than I am, so if any of you namely Denise wants to know what's going on here exit to his blog will do. I apologize for the lack of updates, but I promise, pinky swear, I will post everything up when I get back to Malaysia. :)

Home sick

2009-12-22T15:12:00.012+08:00

Hej, godmorgen !!

It's been nearly a week now since we bid farewell. Prom was great, truly. Despite the two and a half hours linger there it's beyond ample for a person like me. & I sincerely thank mom, dad and cousin Sallie Zoe for making the night possible for me. Based on Denise's blog, it was the night we both have been waiting for since form two. Both of us have always been curious, and as the years galloped by, our curiousity aroused us. So it was, the night we've been long waiting for finally came. To my beliefs, we're not the only ones, if you know what I mean.

As for those touching ''Annice dedicate'' post, thank you. Seriously, I've never given much thought I deserve any thing like this, but what I do know is each and everyone of you are special to me, maybe is the fact that I'm one as well in return. Yes, I miss you girls too, so so much, in fact infinity misses. There's no need for tears, it's just a month or maybe two. Unlike some people gone for more than five months, you guys know who you are. lol. The massive group hugs nearly brought me to tears. Sorry for the fact that it's ''nearly'', I find no reason why I can't cry, but tons of reason why I should. Thank you all for escorting me all the way down to the lobby it was a memorable way to bid farewell with you guys. I remembered how reluctant I was back there, leaving prom like that. Then again, you guys are awesome :)

& of course CONGRATULATIONS to me husband and one of my dear Jun Yong and Sue Ping whom both got crowned as Prom King and Queen, total awesomeness. The other nominees were great too, but I was indeed shocked and jaunty when I heard you both got crowned as Prom King and Queen. Damn both of you own prom wei. &&& CONGRATULATIONS to Lee Ziyan for winning the best transformation award. You look absolute friggin hot that night, really. Even Te Cheng, my best class buddy kept telling me you look hot. Ping must be very proud with her dress picking taste, hahaha. Plus from what I've heard, you know before I get into my point you guys should really appreciate your friends. The far most extreme I heard is that James yelled till he lose his voice, am I right ? I mean wow, James screams, haha I mean no harm. But still, WOW. Then again congrats to all of you, and this goes for running girl as well, Hwee Ling for winning the best dress award. See, everyone is happy.

Saving the best for last, this comes down to the FAMILY. Both of my parents practically drives me insane for lecturing and reminding me over and over for I don't know countless times, about precautions, dos and don'ts while spending a full month staying in Denmark. But on top of everything, sorry I find them damn annoying (being honest here, hello, something you guys should be proud of your daughter ? lol) THANK YOU. I do keep them in my mind every single day, every moment, taking both of your words wisely and maturely living in Denmark now and then. Don't you guys worry, I'm doing perfectly well here *angelic face / inoccent face*. I'm still me, or at least I think I am. I miss grandma so much, her cooking and nagging. Good times, good times. (It's only for a month or two la Annice Teo *slaps*) Haiyo, and KENNETH TEO KEN LYN, one of the human being I love most and loathe most at the same time. As much as I myself can't believe I'm saying this but I miss you, nahh Tristan more. Lol, am kidding, of course I miss your pork looking face more. No blames here, your zodiac is under pig. Hahhh !! Yes for a thousand times, I will bring something from Denmark for you, and if I don't you can high jack my stuff when I get back. There I give you my word. Just tell me what you want okay ?

Gosh, am self crapping here. Not fun at all... update la sikit people on the left >>>>>>>>>> I do read them okay, just because I don't leave any comments, doesn't mean my presence isn't there. Though sorrow or joyful posts, I still pray for you guys. Isabel, Manda Chan I deeply care about you both alright .... As for that Yew Kuan, lol no eye see. His blog has been long dead once upon a time and Yee Sook's sigh... Need me to say more !?

Right, my parents do read my blog. That's why sometimes I planned not to tell them where am I going and yet am still sitting in my room wondering how on earth they found out, till my mom go '' Huh !? How I know ah ? your blog la, eh why didn't I know any of this ?'' Lol that hitted me right after. So next time if I have any intention to snoop and sneak around, best yet don't blog any thing about it. I find it cool in a way, don't ask why that both of my parents read my blog, thanks to one of my aunt for sending the whole entire family and relatives our blog URL =.='' betul x2 swt, still... there's always mata and kaca in everything. Might as well let it be then. Hehe, hello again, I mean no harm.

There's so many stuff I wanted to tell the girls, both confusions and problems back in Malaysia and the fun here. I apologize for looting Amanda's dream. She's hoping for a white Christmas you see, but am here having her's. Hold it, the snow is melting, maybe there isn't going to be a white Christmas after all. But am sure it's going to snow again, hopefully. Oh, one more thing, something my parents, both should be pround of. A total six days have been since my absolute stay in Denmark, and guess what ? Annice Teo Ann Lyn hasn't been spending one Danish Kroner. Nothing caught my eye so far, maybe am getting this particular dress I saw yesterday, I'm still not sure about that, we'll see. Any thing you both want ? You know where the chatbox is, voice it out will do. That exclude the 35 Euros I spent on the train ticket, bloody expensive, and was reluctant to do so.

Not looking forward for Chirstmas btw, cause it won't be something spending with you guys (family and friends). Don't get me wrong, am not saying spending with host family is nothing, ahh you get the point. Our family Singapore Christmas spending tradition has officially been broken this year, heck. But we'll move pass that, they will be spending their Christmas and New Year in Shaghai. Seem like everyone is, well some where.

Kay, that's basically it. Getting hungry, am thinking of Ikea Swedish heavenly meat balls, haha Manda Chan. Me and my host family were out shopping at Ikea yesterday and we had that for dinner. Yumms. Right, got to go. Can't wait to see what's up next and of course home to Malaysia. Buh-byeeee :)

Ps : Wow that's long, am looking forward to Trivoli !!

2010's resolutions

2009-12-15T17:20:00.007+08:00

Get closer to Lord Jesus Christ
Spent more time with family
Keep in touch with CHians
Succeed in everything I do
Be confident, think positively
Be a better person
Get accepted to UCSI
Dye my hair
Pass both undang and driving test
Get driving licence
Learn how to play guitar
Skate through free style 6
Get distinction for flute and violin
Continue with my collections
+ some are beyond private to share X)

I've finally come to know

2009-12-15T16:54:00.004+08:00

Returned all of my text books this morning
A&W it was then with Ziyan, James, Ming Fai and Chong Lye
After that, headed to Tropicana City to watch Zombie Land
Just gotta take some time off to hang out with them before
there isn't any other chances so
Tomorrow is going to a BIG DAY for all CHSians
Or maybe some, isn't quite counted as one after all
In three consecutive days, we're all like seeing each other in
school uniforms the day before, casual out wear today and
going formal tomorrow, funny eh !?
I just realized something, after all these years
I'm absolutely fine with myself now
No wonders, no worries, no doubts
Care free and as glad I am now
I've learn so much and managed to get along with it
Thank you so much you guys for everything :) later ...

The last 48 hours

2009-12-14T15:08:00.006+08:00

SPM is officially OVER !!
Start packing ..... I shall
Got myself injection, personal issue
Major boredom and depression
Idol of the week, Taylor Swift
Now why am I into her music out of a sudden
I feared that I'm not myself these few days
Btw, glad you guys enjoy the album of SHAME.
Changing back to the absolute retards soon, muhahaha.
Amanda and Denise was hilarious, Ziyan being her usual self, the guys
syncho swimming picture was well coincidentally similar picture found
Their new found talent, are you guys proud !? hahaha
Shopped like mad at Sunwy Pyramid last Saturday
Fulfilled two Christmas wish list of mine
Still loving Micheal Buble and John McLaughin's music
Currently setting my 2010 resolutions, almost done
Not that I need it, but wanting a 2010 planner would be great
This you may find it stupid, I already did a CNY shopping list
Damn materialistic, so not me ....
What to do !? I can't be sure with myself either
A&W tomorrow with Ziyan and maybe with the guys
Mini Christmas party tomorrow with a bunch of people I barely know
Any chances I can .... well skip !? Nahhh, that won't be nice
Planning on redecoration my room before next year's CNY
I'm gonna miss you guys so so much, remember teman me the first
and a half hour of prom, pleaseeeeeee
That's it for now :) tata, *waves*

Synchro Swimmer Extraordinaire

2009-12-11T13:40:00.009+08:00

7th December, OUG. Discover has been made on this very day, and Malaysia was proud to announce that seven talented teenagers from OUG was qualify to compete on the up coming Asia Open of competitive synchronized swimming. They are indeed the stars on water and with their flawless movements, exquisite performance which astounded all audience. Despite their demure, obesity and lip pouting, however with their courage and absolute team work, I'm sure with them, Malaysia will sweep the gold title. Rumored has it they are working incredibly hard on their routine and from multi sources officially perceive that they are irrevocably undefeatable. Beware that they will ambush every team they saw that very day and bring them down seem to be their top priority. In any way that benefits them, they WILL do whatever it takes to sabotage, manipulate and libel every opponent. Do take precautions that they will prevail over their opponents in this competition, we were well warned. With their undifying skills and preparations they will do their best to indicate synchronized swimming as a major competitive sports in our country. As to this day, their devote, ardour and develop towards this competition in this very particular sport shall be well rewarded. Above all craps and shits (excuse me for not being entirely myself these few days), without further ado I give you Malaysia's first ever male synchronized swimmers >>>>>

Opps, error picture published, my bad. LOL
Let me start this over, introducing Malaysia's
very first male synchronized swimming team
there, much better >>>>>> ain't it laborious !?

Reported by Annice Teo,
pure lameness !? I think not =p

Christmas

2009-12-09T14:26:00.005+08:00

Jesus is the reason

for the season

Thought y'all should know :)

Devious

2009-12-08T18:33:00.010+08:00

Recently a friend of my cousin's passed away at such a tender age. He was, unfortunately struck by lightning. & awoken me thinking there we were yesterday, under the stormy rain pouring like cats and dogs, swimming and having fun, not thinking about any consequences. Imagine one of us, however unfortunately got struck by lightning, the risk we're taking and cowardly we didn't even notice. No souls offended by the way, but what if !? What if !? Really ...

Was cycling yesterday with James around the car park and suddenly fell due to the slippery of the ground, badly I suppose. Was indeed shock at the moment, everything happened so quickly. To my surprise I got up quickly, was deeply hurt but thank God there wasn't any scars nor blood flashing. My right arm felt swollen, I can feel it and yet I'm still denying it by reluctantly admitting I was perfectly fine. Where obviously I'm not. Why am I lying !? Honestly most of the time I hold back everything up, not wanting myself to be worried by others though I must say I do appreciate your concern and help. In other the fact that I've always fall at the rink and what happened yesterday was one of the many times, guess I got use to it. Lol, total different story. There I stood up strong, or was trying to, holding all the pain back and saying I'm okay. Why is that !?

Other than that I felt terribly devastated, still is actually. I do aware that non of this are my bloody fucking business, but why do I care so much ? Both did apologize, but I find it isn't necessary to me. You guys don't have to, am not saying you guys depraved or what. Want to apologize !? Not to me but to you, yourself. ''Nothing one la'' as most people are saying nowadays. ''Why did you care so much !?'' Because they're my friends. I felt useless in away, but don't ever get me wrong, I'm not being holy or what so ever. Ethical, logical thinking manner come on. But what done is done, I don't think I even want to care any more in any other way. As flouder, useless I am or feeling now, I have no idea what to do. Best way is to just let it be. I know you guys may find me being such an ass now veto something you guys did, but I'm sorry, it is what it is. I can't change the fact that how myself behave and same goes to what you guys are doing. There, fair and just. You know what ? I'm sorry, the fact that I got carried away, but underneath all that, I'm just concern and yes I deeply care about you two, same goes to the rest of y'all.

Done, you may find me pathetic if you want, permission allowed. No souls offended.

2009-12-08T13:12:00.013+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday

Mahtieu the Mataodi Tan

Though an iPod shuffle is way better than a card

But we sure do hope you like it :)
Love me and Ziyan <3

Mathieu's actually big day is today, Happy Birthday
As for his birthday bash, it was held yesterday
Denise and Ziyan followed me back after school
Me and Ziyan both decided to hand make a card for Math
Played dress up, AGAIN. Their 38ness are damn lunatic
Amanda joined us later on, and off we go .....

Possible A !?

2009-12-04T23:35:00.006+08:00

Denise's

Mine

Managed to snap a few of mine after Seni paper, phew.. under permission of course. & I thought it was just me, mana tahu the whole class including the pegawais, took our phone out and snapped away. LOL, never thought practical SPM Seni sitting would be so much fun.

Personally I was not really satisfy with my orchids, I find it looks really cartoonish. Not my very best but it was alright. Can't fulfill every one's satisfation, however what's done its done, moving on then.

I don't know about you guys, can't seem to have the WOW feeling towards it. I feel dull actually. So give me your best criticism, boleh tanah, could do better or horrible I can take it. I won't get offended so easily.

Strike 3

2009-12-04T18:54:00.005+08:00

Dress up
Camslutting
Art tutoring
Mamak at night
Sleepover then

Had a hell lot of FUN with one of my BFFs, DeeCamillia. Since art has been one of the major subject in her stream, she needed extra help to boost up her colour toning technique. Well honestly I'm glad that she come to me for help and honored to be her ''Sifu'', that's 100% from her btw.

All I want you know is, Dee you did your best and if you get an A for it, I'm happy enough. Really, I don't expect any thing in return and you don't have to thank me as if I'm your savior. LOL When you mention, your art result is on my hand, I literally freak out, no joke. But no Dee, do put in mind that is all you. You don't need me to paint well,I'm not the reason for it, but I sure glad I'm there to help. :)

Camslutting,
all girls just want to have fun

Style shots

Prom dresses discovery, haha

Remember Dee,

do your best and God will do the rest :)

More of it exit to,

Thank you

2009-12-03T21:16:00.009+08:00

Teacher Emma

She loathed herself being capture in camera,

so this consider the far most efficient shot I managed to capture

I would very much like to take this opportunity to sincerely thank my dearly beloved art mentor before I set foot into the examination room to sit for my art practical tomorrow morning. THANK YOU for everything, your kindness, patience, guidance, teaching towards this one and the half year has made differences in my life. I used to under estimate myself, (still is, actually) but at least I manage to break free a little. When we first started last year, I remembered I used to fear that my painting is impossible to reach to the up most ravishing state of perfecting a master piece. Then there you were, encouraging me that nothing is impossible for I'm possible. & when you said that I developed real quick and claim that I am your top student, I wasn't proud at all. Yet I was glad, greatful and overly flattered that you have faith in me, you look up to me, building me up, turning me the artist I could be and what I'm capable of doing this very day. You've shown me that there's no law require in art, where art is LIFE and doing whatever you feel like it . Being humble is a should thing, and on top of everything I thank you so so much. :)

Saying it again

2009-12-02T22:01:00.004+08:00

Maybe it's more

important to be a friend

than to have one

Perseverance

2009-12-02T20:25:00.006+08:00

In order to succeed, that's the first
Feel like going to the rink in the morning,
just to think through and sort thoughts out
Why am I such a pessimist !?
Current perturbation should clearly be stopped
Health condition isn't doing any good either
Feeling damn shitty these pass few days
A word of advise or wisdom ? Or a sign will do
I want to.... hhhaaa that's private
How's life like being a P.K, FYI is not pok kai :p
Bible scriptures really do help, trust me :)

Irrelevant

2009-12-02T20:18:00.005+08:00

As perceived I'm not an open person

Let me set the record striaght then

I'm currently emotionally unstable

Self issue, not to worry for I shall pray

Never given much thought that you care

In fact you've never, unlike I always wish

Happy Thanks Giving

2009-11-28T01:25:00.009+08:00

Got invited to a friend of my dad's to dine with them
I shall never forget the best apple pie,
topped with vallina ice cream they served us
It was deeeeeeeeeelicious !!
Suddenly have the urge in succeeding something
Felt really pathetic these few days, for some reason
Nevertheless, confuse as well, but I''ll get over it, eventually
Oh, one more thing, the ''someone'' I mentioned on my previous post,
is not who you guys thought, he's a friend of mine and he'd passed away
Plus never in a million years (never ever),
will you see me post up something publicly about love

Not a really good time to blog, but

2009-11-24T18:05:00.006+08:00

Remind me why does my heart feel so sorrow and despair,

whenever your name appears in FaceBook, you're not there.

Your blog remain exist, and yet you're still not there.

It's been approximately 10 months, 10 months ....

I don't know how to tell you this, but I miss you, really & truly.

Confession

2009-11-22T18:47:00.003+08:00

Yes a stupid one
I do know I'm in the midst of SPM
Having both Mathematics paper tomorrow
Wooookay la, steady la lol learned from the best
Back to my confession
I find it beyond stupid for me to say this
But I'll say it any way

I'll definitely fall in love with a guy if he ever present me this SIX SONGS

I'll Be by Edwin McCain
True by Ryan Cabrera
Hero by Enrique Iglesias
So Close by Jon McLaughlin
You and Me by Life House
Two is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift

Told you it's stupid lol, kay gotta memorize Moral nilais now

2009-11-21T14:28:00.004+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!!

Sigh

2009-11-20T21:56:00.001+08:00

I hate myself sometimes...

Popiah Day

2009-11-20T13:16:00.007+08:00

14th of November, Saturday

Group study at Ziyan's house
First time eating Popiah, no joke
James and Jun Yong came too
Popiah + ice-cream = THUMBS UP :)
Chilled a while, then pillow fight !!
The guys took off later on, & we girls decided to play dress up
Camslutted for, I don't know how long LOL
Correction Ping, I don't look '' frigging hot '', really
I think these are the ones you haven't receive, well graps way

Pictures worth a thousand words

2009-11-20T02:00:00.018+08:00

CHS Graduation '09

Datin Lim's Retirement

4th of November, Wednesday

(ignore the fact that I'm super slow, oh please do)

5p3+4+6 class performance

I was playing drums,

and nobody manage to snap a picture of me :(

Way back there I was, hard to capture I know, sigh... lol

Pictures ....

You know, it won't hurt

not bringing your phone or camera to school that day.

Surely there's people wanting to take pictures with you

and they'll all end up tagging you in facebook,

lol all in the name of FACEBOOK.

Banyak the canggih,

so you actually don't have to bother to

take your camera every where to snap x3 around.

Eventually they'll all come to you :)

*pause*

& here's something you don't see everyday in school XD

HAHAHA

*continue*

There goes Datin Lim ...

It was Mid Valley after that, with Ziyan and Sue Ping ^^

Finally got the lunch we wanted since previous year,

after that meet up with classmates at Pasta Zanmai, Gardens.

Self made souvenirs

Mine

Thank you all for taking the liberty to sign, I love it.

Amanda's signaturized pinafore

Both of my dear wanted to be the best,

One of them went, I love you (take that people)

and the other, I love you more (in your face people)

LOL

Year Book

Oh, before I end my post,

for those who haven't read the entire year book dengan teliti,

make sure you flip your year book to page 98 and 139.

Perasan I know, but you have to laaaa ....

Bo pictures, nice =.=''

They apologized for losing them,

and of course apologies accepted.

Not one, but TWO :)

'' We said our goodbyes, and went our seperate ways''

LOL, SPM's English essay, I chose this question by the way.

Finally

2009-11-14T23:35:00.016+08:00

Didn't expect it took that long to finally get it done.Seriously, two terribly long months spending two hours sitting,painting one small section at a time, and a few touches here and there.It's as though like applying jam on a huge surface of a bread, which took like forever to do so. Well it definately paid off, after I'm done with my signature with a smile on my face :)

I ♥ art, so so much !!

What a POPIAH DAY

2009-11-14T23:29:00.004+08:00

Well said Sue Ping :)

Since I have limited online time,

the only thing I can leave you guys in this post is

her post, lol go check it out.

Photos are taking way too much time to post as well, sad case.

Well happy weekend people ^^

Denmark in 33 more days :)

2009-11-13T22:23:00.005+08:00

Exerting myself to study
Just came back from the library
Don't think I feel well these few days
Am mood less, am I sick? In need of something to perk me up
SPM is laborious, study study relax study study study study study
The exchange programme to Denmark begin to arouse my excitement
Oh boy x2, I have two host family
One of the host family has three daughters and they are HOT
Heard that Jun Yong, HOTTTTTTT, three HOT DANISH CHICKS
Aiya for sure will introduce to you one la, don't you worry. LOL
I sincerely hope they'll like me, checking them out in facebook now
Am still feeling not well, maybe a full body check up will do the trick
As if it'll help, gotta take care la, as you know SPM is looming
Gtg now, loving Micheal Buble and Jon McLaughlin btw, awesome musics

2009-11-12T08:59:00.007+08:00

Denise & Sue Ping's Sweet Seventeen

Date: 6th of November, Friday

Venue: RedBox, Sunway Pyramid

Both turned seventeen on that very day

Birthday Cake
FYI, Jun Yong baked it. Shocking I know xp

Many happy return girls :)

Jun Yong, along with all his lais

Presence of the day : Me myself, Amanda, Ziyan, Jun Yong,
Yi Rin, Ming Fai, Jin Wing, Kevin, Patrick, Yee Cheng, Isaac & Justin

In turmoil

2009-11-11T16:54:00.004+08:00

I'm not okay
I'm ill, something unexpected happen
Felt scare and confuse what had happen
Gonna set and light up Christmas tree later
Planning on purchasing a leather jacket and a pair of converse sneaker
Can't take my mind off the leather jacket I saw the other day at TopShop
As for sneaker maybe a hot red one, or black ? Brown ? Grey ? Don't know

Above All

2009-11-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms,above all thrones

Above all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what you're worth

Crucified

Laid behind a stone

You lived to die

Rejected and alone

Like a rose

Trampled on the ground

You took the fall

And thought of me

Above all

Above all powers, above all kings

Above all nature and all created things

Above all wisdom and all the ways of man

You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms, above all thrones

Above all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what you're worth

Crucified

Laid behind a stoneYou lived to die

Rejected and alone

Like a rose

Trampled on the ground

You took the fall

And thought of me

Above all

Crucified

Laid behind a stone

You lived to die

Rejected and alone

Like a rose

Trampled on the ground

You took the fall

And thought of me

Above all

Like a rose

Trampled on the ground

You took the fall

And thought of me

Above all

Testify

2009-11-09T22:06:00.013+08:00

Every decision you make leads you to another path of your life. As unfortunate as it sounds, sometimes you were ought to chose the other path which you less desired. The thing is, you don't make decisions, God do. Though sometime things might not work out how you wanted them to be, just leave it, cause God has much more great plans for you. & I mean only you.

Earlier this afternoon, as I was grueling with dilemmas between our school annual prom and my Y.E programme to Denmark, I knew I was ought to miss prom and take my flight to Denmark. I knew it all along, but I've been avoiding it. As greedy as it sounds, I wish to attend both. I got a call from one of the Lion, saying that they've tried their very best but unable to get a flight on the 17th of December. That leaves the best time for the five of us Y.E programme applicants to take off on the 16th of December. Oh great, prefect, nice timing ...... WHAT THE HECK !? I called my mom for advise, though I knew it was all up to me to decide. She ask me to pray, as there was obviously nothing she can do to make any of this better. So at that precise moment I pray, hard. I've prayed before, long time ago actually, still I was unable to get the answer I wanted from God.

No, I didn't give up. I can feel how reluctant I was. Who cares there won't be any hope for this. Am not gonna sit in the airplane and let it gallop by. There I was, sitting straight on my bed continuing my prayers. I've been notified the flight is going to be tentatively around 9 pm or so. Which means I have to presence myself at KLIA around 6 pm. No no no, there's no way this could happen. I can't find the way to tell you why, but I really x5 wish to attend prom, in another word desperately xp. It leaves me no choice to say yes, as my decision will also make their arrangement better for all.

I couldn't possibly concentrate and continue my studies at the time. But everything changed after an hour. Miracle happened, God answered my prayers. Though is not exactly how I wanted it to be, but it's good enough, more than actually. I got a call from the Lion again, and she said the flight will be on 16th of December, but 11.40 pm. Which means ? *huge smile* Prom may be a huge possible for me, but I was bound to leave early. God I thank you so much for answering my prayers, words can't describe how I feel now. Two, three hours for just being there is already ample for me, I don't mind and I don't care. For a minute I thought I was about to miss this crucial; once in a life time moment of my life. But there you were, actually all this time, helping me through all this. & that, I sincerely thank you God. So you see, there's is a true God. & he's always there for you.

Starting next week, all the way till February 2010.

SPM examination
CHS Promenade Ball '09
Denmark
Bible School

See y'all then :)

(who cares I sounded pathetic, greedy or desperate, I'm damn happy now)

CHS graduation day

2009-11-04T23:53:00.005+08:00

Indeed a day to remember

Though I did not excel in my B.Melayu,

still, I promise and vowed I WILL suceed in SPM.

Thank you for the support guys : )

This is it

2009-11-03T23:17:00.009+08:00

GRADUATION TOMORROW

It's the end of high school & a new beginning stepping into the free world

Next stop, SPM & prom, till then things won't be the same again, never ever

2009-11-01T16:00:00.002+08:00

Time galloped by so quickly...

Can't stop laughing

Courtesy of Amanda <3

Halloween

2009-10-31T21:30:00.005+08:00

No trick or treat for Malaysians
Happy 17th Birthday Ming Fai,
or I shall say Happy HallowFai day, haha two in one
I have the best of the best, greatest, awesomest, friends around
& one of them is Amanda Kok who got me the MOOSE key chain
I desperately want from Jing Wing few days back
Thank you so much. lol She fullfil one of my Christmas wish list ^^
Done with Andrew Choo's seminar today, okay lahhh
Last rehearsal tomorrow before heading stage this Wednesday
BM seminar and sleepover this Monday, woohooo
Might be having our 2nd Debutante brunch, might ...
Graduation in 4 more days and 3 more schooling days to be exact :(
Grueling with negatives thoughts again, not feeling quite myself either
Sigh... what to do !? Am I still me ?

Why me !?

2009-10-31T01:00:00.003+08:00

I can like just die by waiting for

pictures to be upload on facebook and blogger.

Ulterly slow, or is it just my computer !?

House Warming

2009-10-30T13:36:00.009+08:00

24th of October, 2009

& this is what crack us most up that evening

Due to the cheapelak reception & internet speed,
I can only manage to upload a few here.
For more of it do exit here ♣ ♠ ♦

2009-10-28T22:55:00.003+08:00

Kekekekekeke,
blog for the sake of some one's
endless 'pok poking' persuasion. You know who...

Last Saturday was GREAT, really
Picture post and on facbook will be right up
Graduation next Wednesday :(
Dealing with horrible reception here
Maxis Broadband is torturing my patience
Being moke as usual
My mind is currently in turmoil
Visions and thoughts of mine are devious
In need of a pair of ears to hear me out
I know what I want for Christmas, moose merchandise xp
I'm thinking of changing my blog template
I'm not happy,and yet I have everything
Skipping school tomorrow
Last rehearsal this coming Friday
I'm off to Denmark after SPM & that's final

2009-10-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

SATUUUUUU !!!

DUAAAAAAA !!!

TIGAAAAAAA !!!

Yesterday was, hmm what's my favourite phrase again !? Oh ya, down right AWESOME !! Countless guest arrived, busy x5. I do apologize for busy hosting but still managed to spent some time with you guys. Personally am glad that you guys made it and I thank you all for that. I'm sure most of you have fun (I know Ziyan do) , as for those who finds it 'boring', well sorry, can't help. Thank you Amanda, Anselm and Denise for the delicate flower pot display, James for the mini Terracotta Warriors (you guys shouldn't have, but still THANK YOU) and the rest for your presence. Not to mention Denise slept over as well, woohoo ++ Overall the entire event was jubilant and jaunty, I do hope there is a next time, despite the hosting part which me and my family seldom do. Btw, just want to know who dirtied my wall !? It was white before, and now black and blue marks can be spot all over it. Who did it ? I wonder... lol

*As for pictures, maybe next time. & if you're impatience exit here and here :)

2009-10-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

DISAPPOINTED

What can you do right ?

Lord give me strength.

2009-10-19T10:25:00.005+08:00

Lovin de family

16th of October, Friday

Family gathering
Chatters, food and laughters
Get to see my Manda Chan and Michelle Ling <3
Aunt Elaine and cousin Sallie got me presents,
thank you very much :)
Slept over at grandma's house

17th of October, Saturday

Woke up
Survived
Dinner at Sri Petaling with family & relatives
They serve the BEST SALTED EGG CRAP there
True, we hapus them all with additional orders

18th of October, Sunday

Morning church, the usual
Pigged out the whole afternoon
Headed over to grandmere's house again for a lil chit chat

19th of October, Monday

Youtubing
Terrible reception here
Grandma Lee came ^^
Piano at noon
Science and Malay at 3 pm to 6 pm
Grandma Teo, aunt Elaine and cousin Sallie Zoe depart to America
In coming Isabel, haha happy !?

2009-10-18T18:02:00.003+08:00

Give thanks

I thank you, Lord Jesus Christ for everything

Full stop

2009-10-18T17:48:00.004+08:00

Choco Attack

Aim of the experiment:To investigate how chocolate can do to Annice

Identification of variables:

Controlled variables: Annice's current temptation and addiction
Manipulated variables: Types of chocolate
Responding variables: Weight formed by how much chocolates Annice took

List of apparatus & materials: Annice's appetite and CHOCOLATES

Procedure:

Multi chocolates were brought
Then were all lay in front of Annice
Believed so that her temptation was rising
She felt devoid
She started to deprave by getting her filthy hands on chocolates
Whatever related to chocolate were most swallowed by her
Making her way towards the weight watcher

Tabulation of data: *lazy to form one*

Conclusion: Three words, Annice is FAT (no weight gain btw, HALLELUJAH !!)

Hypothesis: The more Annice stuff her self with chocolates, the fatter she gets.

By all means please do help her to overcome this unspeakable temptation and addiction. I fear my instincts tells me that she may get sick or diabetes soon if she stills continue to deprave under the devilment of chocolates that is. Then again prevention is better than cure. You'll be well reward if you immediately and highly forbid Annice and her choco-mance. Prove that you care now.

Terrible mua and ultra lameness I know. Unbelievable ahahaha....

2009-10-11T01:11:00.003+08:00

Take two

2009-10-09T21:42:00.004+08:00

Epic failed

Graduation practice was, hmm need me to say more ?
Skated on Wednesday morning, pure joy & freedom
Currently missing some one's aura
Nonetheless my emotions are not in good condition either
Am trying to build up my savings, not to worry I'm a ultra pro saver
Eager for 16th & 24th of October approach
Prom dress hunting today with Amanda, Sue Ping & Ziyan
Spotted one I really x2 like and am thinking that might be the one
It was fun shopping with them, had a really great time though
Not to mention hilarious, plus their 38ness are damn contagious
I think I might be in love, I did say might be O.O
Amanda & Sue Ping would have know what am I talking about xp
Unable to join Sue Ping for her advance B'day dinner
Still is a month away, I have absolute nothing to be sorry about :P
I'll make it up to you on your actual day alright ? Enjoy yourself <33

2009-10-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

You can't be two places at once right ?

2009-10-07T18:51:00.001+08:00

I HAD ENOUGH

2#

2009-10-02T01:09:00.006+08:00

16 more schooling days,
& 48 more day to SPM.

Ziyan was absent
Most of us were happy about it
Hahaha kidding, just find it less enthusiasm that's all
Took lots of pictures with the fellow 8 gang
Random deeds, like colour stationeries organizing
Sher Ren and Sue Ping's retard and lala attempt take 1 to 10

& that's how it went,
& how we spent, loving every second of it.

1#

2009-10-01T23:39:00.013+08:00

Counting down,
17 more schooling days,
& 49 more days till SPM.

love you girls

2009-09-26T22:12:00.008+08:00

Been spending pratically the whole entire week of Raya holidays with myself, thinking, exclaiming sorrows, all sorts of confusion. What I did most was praying, painting, skating, reading and stoning in my room, you know a little me time. Kay that's such a colossal waste of time since there's still one more week of trials to get over with, but I can't concentrate. You know I normally don't post emo thoughts up here right ? Not that I'm afraid of what people might think or wanting people to know that I'm agonizing, mourning or in despair.

As perceived I don't feel comfortable at all sharing my problems nor speaking them out. I've always been a reticent and much prefer to keep them all to my self. What's the point right ? Someone once told me before, what I'm doing is not healthy at all, might as well blurt and cry it all out. Then some said I often have solemn expression, what do you want me to do ? Smile seem to be the least that can be done. I'll try alright ?

I always have premotion toward certain situations. Don't ask me why, I find it really confusing like what on earth is God trying to say to me ? Am certianly not worry about it, usually just play by ear. By the way, why am I typing this ? What the heck am I even thinking now ?

I'm not as nice as you think, whatever I don't know. Taking advantages from one person and another. Ya normal you may say plus anyone can, but come to think of it, my gosh terrible, bad idea !! & I.. I don't think I can continue typing and going with this. Don't feel compel to do so either...

2009-09-23T11:25:00.007+08:00

Sowannawatchlist

The Last Song

The Time Traveler's Wife

Twilight Saga: New Moon

2009-09-23T07:27:00.008+08:00

So far, so good !?

Dad finally came back from Hong Kong
Brought my favourite x5 chocolate, Amicelli
Skated on Monday, bright and early alone at
the rink from 7 am till 11am
Skated and stretched like no body's business,
pretty much to my satisfaction
Family day on Tuesday, to Sunway again
Total damage for the day RM 800 ++
Got the Roxy bag I've been keening on
Been appearing there 3 time straight,
starting to get sick off it
Amanda was at Sunway too, yesterday
Unfortunately didn't get to meet up like we said would
Suddenly am in the mood of painting
Feel like skating this coming Friday

2009-09-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

Will your passion change the world ?

2009-09-20T22:58:00.004+08:00

Though I'm weak

Still I'm trying to be strong

& I will be, better yet I am

2009-09-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

My right ribs and spinal cord hurt

2009-09-20T17:25:00.009+08:00

I'm in love with a backpack
I'm in love with a Roxy backpack
I'm in love with a black in colour Roxy backpack
I'm in love with a black in colour plus peacock feathers Roxy backpack

2009-09-19T09:43:00.005+08:00

When things get literately out of hands

under the pressure of stress due to trials, haha.

2009-09-19T09:35:00.001+08:00

New Moon Official Trailer #3

2009-09-19T09:15:00.001+08:00

Hectic

and

absolute

exhausting

Day 1,

Thursday, September 17

Had Accounts and Maths paper 1
Headed for flute & violin lesson, after school
Then off to Old Town for Malay and Science tuition
Went home for yet another home tuition
Straight off to bed, got really drowsy
Woke up around 11 pm, slacked till 3.30 am

Day 2,
Friday, September 18

Woke up at 6.45 am
Got ready and headed to the rink around 7.30 am
Sufficiently, there weren't many people.
Which means ample space for me to practice
Practiced till 10.45 am, off to IOI Mall
Graduation performance practice in progress, still working on it
Left to Old Town around 2 pm with Ziyan and Kevin for McDonald's
before proceeding the day with History tuition
Came back home around 4 pm, skipped dinner
Had Malay tuition around 7 pm

My whole self is basically now in excruciate and lethargy condition x.x

2009-09-13T20:03:00.003+08:00

Blog template changed.

Is about time huh ?

Ever since God knows when.

2009-09-12T21:52:00.006+08:00

Duane Ho

Although I know you don't read my blog,

still CONGRATULATIONS !!!

for succeeding being one of the top 20 in Singapore Idol,

and some more you're the youngest contestant.

Man you were AWESOME !!

Heard aunty Bino complimented your vocals last year,

but I never thought you were THAT GOOD.

Aunty Bino, uncle Wing, Nicole, Aaron, your friends

and especially aunt Angeline would be so proud of you.

Don't forget your families and relatives in Malaysia too.

Who cares what other people think, you go cousin :)

Susan Boyle, pfft what the,
but out 3 judges who cares what the 2nd and 3rd judges said.
But then I kinda agree part of what the 1st judge said,
I meant the don't lose and change the sense of himself part.
Definitely not the Susan Boyle part.

2009-09-12T00:38:00.004+08:00

Trials in progress

It's been hell of a week
Finally a total 2 days of freedom, or not
Still gotta cover up some chapters this weekend
Finally got an efficient slumber
I miss skating, swimming, my trampoline and gym
Banyak mosquito here
Loving my room more and more
Loving my Tristan lagi MORE
Feel like running out of a sudden
Two more months to graduate

2009-09-11T23:11:00.009+08:00

ATTENTION

TO ALL BLOGGERS/BLOGSPOT READERS

I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS SUMPTUOUS MOMENT TO

HOLD ON,

I GOTTA SWALLOW UP THIS REAL QUICK

5 MINUTES LATER ....

I'M NOT DONE YET .......

10 MORE MINUTES LATER ....

KAY DONE
MY APOLOGIES, PROCEED....

WHERE AM I !?

AH YES,

INTRODUCE MALAYSIA'S VERY OWN NEXT TOP MODEL

OMGGGGGGG !!! WHO WLL IT BE ?

YOU !? YOU SURE ?........................... NOT !!!

BEHOLD, I GIVE YOU .....

WAIT FOR IT ......

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LADIES AND GENTLEMENT MAY I PRESENT YOU ME DARLING

NONE OTHER THAN ....

BANG

DENISE CAMILLIA TAN TZUSHIUAN