Saturday, September 26, 2009

Been spending pratically the whole entire week of Raya holidays with myself, thinking, exclaiming sorrows, all sorts of confusion. What I did most was praying, painting, skating, reading and stoning in my room, you know a little me time. Kay that's such a colossal waste of time since there's still one more week of trials to get over with, but I can't concentrate. You know I normally don't post emo thoughts up here right ? Not that I'm afraid of what people might think or wanting people to know that I'm agonizing, mourning or in despair.

As perceived I don't feel comfortable at all sharing my problems nor speaking them out. I've always been a reticent and much prefer to keep them all to my self. What's the point right ? Someone once told me before, what I'm doing is not healthy at all, might as well blurt and cry it all out. Then some said I often have solemn expression, what do you want me to do ? Smile seem to be the least that can be done. I'll try alright ?

I always have premotion toward certain situations. Don't ask me why, I find it really confusing like what on earth is God trying to say to me ? Am certianly not worry about it, usually just play by ear. By the way, why am I typing this ? What the heck am I even thinking now ?

I'm not as nice as you think, whatever I don't know. Taking advantages from one person and another. Ya normal you may say plus anyone can, but come to think of it, my gosh terrible, bad idea !! & I.. I don't think I can continue typing and going with this. Don't feel compel to do so either...

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Sowannawatchlist

  1. The Last Song

  2. The Time Traveler's Wife


  3. Twilight Saga: New Moon
So far, so good !?
  • Dad finally came back from Hong Kong
  • Brought my favourite x5 chocolate, Amicelli
  • Skated on Monday, bright and early alone at
    the rink from 7 am till 11am
  • Skated and stretched like no body's business,
    pretty much to my satisfaction
  • Family day on Tuesday, to Sunway again
  • Total damage for the day RM 800 ++
  • Got the Roxy bag I've been keening on
  • Been appearing there 3 time straight,
    starting to get sick off it
  • Amanda was at Sunway too, yesterday
  • Unfortunately didn't get to meet up like we said would
  • Suddenly am in the mood of painting
  • Feel like skating this coming Friday

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Will your passion change the world ?

Though I'm weak

Still I'm trying to be strong

& I will be, better yet I am

  • My right ribs and spinal cord hurt
I'm in love with a backpack
I'm in love with a Roxy backpack
I'm in love with a black in colour Roxy backpack
I'm in love with a black in colour plus peacock feathers Roxy backpack

Saturday, September 19, 2009

When things get literately out of hands
under the pressure of stress due to trials, haha.


New Moon Official Trailer #3

Hectic
and
absolute
exhausting

Day 1,
Thursday, September 17
  • Had Accounts and Maths paper 1
  • Headed for flute & violin lesson, after school
  • Then off to Old Town for Malay and Science tuition
  • Went home for yet another home tuition
  • Straight off to bed, got really drowsy
  • Woke up around 11 pm, slacked till 3.30 am

Day 2,
Friday, September 18

  • Woke up at 6.45 am
  • Got ready and headed to the rink around 7.30 am
  • Sufficiently, there weren't many people.
  • Which means ample space for me to practice
  • Practiced till 10.45 am, off to IOI Mall
  • Graduation performance practice in progress, still working on it
  • Left to Old Town around 2 pm with Ziyan and Kevin for McDonald's
    before proceeding the day with History tuition
  • Came back home around 4 pm, skipped dinner
  • Had Malay tuition around 7 pm

My whole self is basically now in excruciate and lethargy condition x.x

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Blog template changed.
Is about time huh ?
Ever since God knows when.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Duane Ho

Although I know you don't read my blog,
still CONGRATULATIONS !!!
for succeeding being one of the top 20 in Singapore Idol,
and some more you're the youngest contestant.
Man you were AWESOME !!

Heard aunty Bino complimented your vocals last year,
but I never thought you were THAT GOOD.
Aunty Bino, uncle Wing, Nicole, Aaron, your friends
and especially aunt Angeline would be so proud of you.
Don't forget your families and relatives in Malaysia too.
Who cares what other people think, you go cousin :)

Susan Boyle, pfft what the,
but out 3 judges who cares what the 2nd and 3rd judges said.
But then I kinda agree part of what the 1st judge said,
I meant the don't lose and change the sense of himself part.
Definitely not the Susan Boyle part.




Trials in progress
  • It's been hell of a week
  • Finally a total 2 days of freedom, or not
  • Still gotta cover up some chapters this weekend
  • Finally got an efficient slumber
  • I miss skating, swimming, my trampoline and gym
  • Banyak mosquito here
  • Loving my room more and more
  • Loving my Tristan lagi MORE
  • Feel like running out of a sudden
  • Two more months to graduate

Friday, September 11, 2009

ATTENTION

TO ALL BLOGGERS/BLOGSPOT READERS

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MY APOLOGIES, PROCEED....



























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AH YES,
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Saturday, September 05, 2009

4th of September, Friday
Amanda's 17th birthday celebration

Unfortunately the three missing link, namely Denise, Kellye and Pui Yee weren't in our class to snap a group picture. In that case which leaves us The 8 Gang, where every one's business is our business.
Happy 17th Birthday

Amanda Kok Mei Shien

She's one of the best best friend

Said too much nice things about her already

Great personality, talented musician, smarty pants..

Self proclaim Mrs. Edward Anthony Masen Cullen

All the best in the up coming trials and of course SPM

I'll be there whenever you're in despair

Have a great year ahead, may God be with you

& yes, I'll be delighted and hornored to be your future bridesmaid

Now make a wish !! Make sure you have fun today :)